Prank
Friday, June 24, 2005
today's been a very bad day to me, just now went working, me, as usual, ordered staff meal. one of the chef put a little prank on me. he put alot of chilli into my food. wah.. so hot!! i couldn't even finish half and i threw it away. i was eating with my boss addalynne. and she saw that my pasta really got ALOT of chilli. and she went to scold the chef. i of course angry la. but i just kept quiet. i don't feel like talking. after that, my stomach start to feel pain. think must be these few days my body quite weak. can't take such spicy food.. it hurts my stomach. throughout the whole night feeling very painful. can't talk much. the chef apologised to me, but i really got no extra energy to reply him. so i kept quiet. think he thought i'm still angry with him. hai.. he don't know me well, so that's why. i seldom angry with someone for more than a few hours.. hee..
then don't know why, today's business was fantastic.. wah.. can't cope sia.. imagine you need to work and you are having a very serious stomach ache. feel like going home to rest half way when i'm still working. but i know that if i leave, no one can help out. so i hang on.. there are many times where i felt so dizzy and i wanna faint! but thank God that i didn't.
then after that, that chef just left. think he's angry with me being so 'petty'.. hee.. hai.. misunderstanding sia.. but i really don't have energy to entertain him. just now during work, can't even have energy to smile to customers. so sad.. all my limbs felt so weak. especially my left hand. really no strength to carry anything. but i still manage to complete all the things that i need to do. hee..
just now when i'm in kitchen, wanted to get the pail to mop the floor, my boss, james, got so concern. kept asking me whether i'm alright or not. he ask me whether i'm tired. i told him i have stomach ache, i'm not tired.
He looked at me with eyes wide open and he offered to help me mop the floor.. so kind of him. but i insisted to complete it myself. i still manage to complete mopping the floor. james after that knew that it's because of the chef, i have stomach ache, he wanted to scold him. but i stopped him. i don't want things to go worse. think just forget about it. i go home and rest will do. now my stomach still hurts a little. but it's getting better. i hope tomorrow i don't need to get MC. cause i don't want to miss school. hee.. i want to be healed right now!.. Yawn.. sleepy.. think i'll end here.. Nite~!
&lovin' Bb at 1:00 AM♥
Yeah.. Bro Valor coming back~!
Thursday, June 23, 2005
haha.. i'm so happy.. tomorrow Bro Valor's going to be home~! hehe.. wah.. so looking forward to see him back..
these two weeks been a very mentally challenged week for me.. felt that there is so much things for me to learn if i want to be a leader.. made quite alot of mistakes on the way.. but i still thank God that i'm able to learn from all these mistakes that i've done.. next time i will not be so careless anymore..
sometimes the road to greatness is difficult.. but when you are able to walk through all these challenges along the way.. your life will be fruitful and you will be called Blessed.. hehe..
i am not going to give up~! i must continue to hang on, for the glory of GOD..
Keep walking, Keep walking...
&lovin' Bb at 2:57 PM♥
Time Flies
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
wah.. time really flies.. haha.. so fast and i'm in the fourth week le... hehe.. this 3rd year of my poly life is really a very different one.. so many things has changed. especially after the china ITP.. i really get closer to the people who went to china ITP with me.. haha.. these 30 people are all so fun to be with.. i really enjoyed being with them.. hehe.. all of them are friendly.. hehe.. love it.. hehe..
so now i'm at the fourth week.. many things i'm still trying to cope.. example.. financial management.. i need to really study hard for this module liao.. cause i don't quite understand this module very well.. haha.. must really jia you le.. hehe..
overall.. i love to be in school.. this is a place where i can learn many things.. where i can be with different kinds of interesting people.. hehe.. i really thank God for this opportunity to be in SP.. where i get to know soooo many wonderful friends.. hehe.. :D
LOVE it..
&lovin' Bb at 1:42 PM♥
Kena Cheated of a Day of Work..
I am so angry just now.. wah.. cannot take it.. today i actually can schedule a day to go and work one lei.. but Shuen told me last week that we're going to meet up for project discussion on tuesday after school.. and because of this, i didn't schedule to work loh.. because she sound like the meeting going to take a long time.. so nvm la.. i make sacrifice.. it's okay.. so i only schedule to work only one day this week. because we need to do project ma..
then today, problem come liao la.. in RET practical, i ask Isabelle whether are we having project discussion today or not.. she say she was only notified yesterday. but Sherlyn and Isabelle said can stay back and meet up for project discussion la.. so it's okay.. then Shuen came.. and she told me she need to leave at 11.15... i was really very angry loh.. she is the one who tell me that today we're going to stay back.. and now she is also the one who tell me that she need to leave early.. if i leave at 11.15 also.. i sure can make it to work todae one lei.. like that also can.. i really cannot take it le.. how can one promised something and never fufil rite??
now working is quite important to me you know? i don't have much money to spend. and sacrifice one day not working really makes a big difference to me lei.. it means that next month there will be many days i will go hungry.. cause got alot ofthings i need to pay.. so sacrifice one day REALLY makes ALOT of difference.. Somemore i really want to have more extra cash.. sometimes pui don't have enough money i also need to help her mah.. cause i got work and she don't..so i also need to work for my sis also .. so that she will not be out of cash.. so at that time i was REALLY angry.. i really want to cry at that time .. really felt real cheated..
but after that think she went to make a call or something.. she can stay back and discuss together.. at least i didn't cancel my work for nothing.. tomorrow we are going to discuss again to split up the work to do.. hehe..
i got to make sure that these kind of things will not happen again.. or else i really cannot take it.. but i think that all these things happened cause of some miscommunication la.. i think there might be part whereby i'm at fault too.. too many things to say but too little time..
&lovin' Bb at 1:15 PM♥
I love Entrepreneurship Concentration~!
wah.. i really love my new class, i thank God that i am in Entrepreneurship Concentration. this is where my thoughts can make it to pass..
our latest discussion on the business that we're going to do is to set up a store in Bugis Street there.. and we intend to sell apparel. hehe.. so looking forward to it.. hehe.. :D
been thinking of many different kinds of business.. haha.. so many ideas just flow out of us.. but when we further discuss it.. many problem arises.. doing business isn't as easy as i think.. hehe..
during discussion, i remembered we even want to rent a space.. a very big space.. preferably in the city area.. and put alot of beds inside... and we rent out beds for those who want to take a nap during their free time.. we want to target at those office workers.. wah.. so many crazy ideas~!
i really love this new class.. it's so fun. i can think about alot of things.. haha.. really thank God for this opportunity where i can let my imagination soar.. hehe...
&lovin' Bb at 1:07 PM♥
Pain Pain
Muscle Ache today sia.. been like that since sunday.. wah.. can't move an inch.. think age is really catching up.. haha..
these few days are so terrible.. hope that the ache can go away soon.. think must be that sunday dance class, the warm up really too extreme for me le.. haha.. can't take it.. hehe..
Must really train myself again.. i want to be a dancer for God.
&lovin' Bb at 12:45 PM♥
Feelings on Emerge 2005
Friday, June 17, 2005
this year emerge, is really a very different experience. I really enjoyed the conference as a whole. as compared to last year, this year Pastor placed more emphasis on worship, dwell longer in His presence.
I got friends ask me how i feel about this year's conference as compared to last year. i said,"these two years are great. i don't want to compare it as i felt that these two conference are a totally different flow. it's unfair to rate it according to my feelings.."
Maybe i felt Emerge 2004 is more exciting. as i took part in the Talentime and alot of stuff, like the Finale (sang and dance for e song ' Jump to the Jam'). that year was really a very fun time, but tired and stretched.
as for Emerge 2005, i spent alot of time worshipping. it's a very wonderful experience. it's not as exciting as last year, as i didn't join any events. i just went there for all e sessions as audience.
As a whole, i really love Emerge 2005. i'm looking forward for the next year's conference. it'll be held in Expo. i want to join Talentime again. hehe..
&lovin' Bb at 9:27 AM♥
Dance~!
Thursday, June 16, 2005
wah.. think i really need to buck up.. yesterdae just had a dance class in Istana Park.. wah.. my dancing skill really deproved ALOT~! some very easy techniques, i had a hard time doing it.. wah.. jia lat sia.. couldn't get e feel back... so sian..
really got to buck up sia.. felt kinda discouraged.. i didn't practise dance for just one month.. and i felt like i never dance before.. haha.. really need to TRAIN!!
&lovin' Bb at 1:05 PM♥
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