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    Long time no blog
    Tuesday, October 31, 2006

    it's been quite a few days since i last blog.. hee.. past few days has been real fun for me.. hee... sat i got the opportunity to go to the chinese music awards at singapore indoor stadium.. hee.. so happy.. able to catch a glimpse of the big big stars.. close up! hee..

    some of the stars are, SHE, stephanie sun, tanya chua, yang chen ling, guang liang, fish liang, andy lau, and sun ho.. haha...

    all of them are so pretty and handsome.. the whole event was fantastic.. had a great time cheering for Sun.. hee.. i'm in her fan club.. simply loved her songs.. hee.. especially her latest album.. i was really touched my listening to her songs.. hee..

    my cg.. me kel and jacky went for the event.. hee.. after the event we went to have supper.. woah.. really ate alot.. and they ate even more.. guys can really eat sia.. haha.. opps..

    anyway.. really enjoy my sat..

    sunday went to svc.. hee.. the svc was good.. the prayer meeting after that was even better.. God's presence was so strong.. it's been a long time since i last exprienced such strong presence in svc.. hee.. really love it.. really wanna get closer to God's presence even more..

    after prayer meeting.. i brought the kids to my house for a while.. they hang out a while at my house then we made our way to play badminton.. hee..

    wah.. really very tired after playing.. sat night only slept for say 3-4 hours.. then sun still play badminton.. really very tired.. hee..

    last few days work is not really very fun.. alot of things happened.. argh.. warehouse side provide information so slow.. then i can't do my work.. monday's work need to leave till tues.. then today another person is having training.. so i pass my work for her to do.. then she also like don't know how to do. told her when she received info from warehouse that is not for today.. let me know.. then i can do yesterday's work.. she didn't bother to inform me.. when i ask her did she receive.. then she say she got some wierd msg.. argh.. can't she understand my eng??

    waste my time.. argh.. thank God yesterday's work is not alot.. if not i will really scream.. hai...

    hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.. hee..

    oh ya.. today after work went to meet up with chris's cousin.. been long time since i last met her.. hee.. had dinner with her.. really nice time.. then i showed her where my house is.. cause she now renting a room very near my house .. so next time i am going to meet her more often.. hee.. hopefully can win her over.. hee.. jia you jia you!!!!!!!
    &lovin' Bb at 11:14 PM♥
    i love holiday!!!! muahaha
    Tuesday, October 24, 2006

    today had a great day shopping with pui.. hee.. really had great time.. today we decided to go out pretty pretty.. hee.. went out at 1 plus.. reached bugis bout 2plus 3 like that.. then went to bugis street walk around.. went to buy a few items.. hee.. really had fruitful day..

    then after that went to bugis icon look look see see.. hee.. got to gain quite alot of knowledge.. hee..

    then one of e highlight is to eat!! hee.. went to pasta mania to eat lunch.. erm.. dinner.. erm.. tea break! hee..

    i ordered tuna and bacon .. aglio style.. pui ordered vongole.. hee.. think pastamania bugis really improve in their cooking standard.. the tuna and bacon is sooooooooooooooooooooo nice!!!!! hee..

    simply love that plate of pasta.. hee.. and pui's vongole also very nice.. hee.. think the chefs got go for improvement courses.. haha.. really taste nice.. never regretted eating there .. haha.. took quite alot of pic there.. hee..

    after that went to city hall get e ticket for sat.. hee.. looking forward for sat.. cause will be going to SIS to see performance.. hee... :D

    then went back to bugis took neo print with my sis.. can't remember when is the last time i took with pui.. hee.. e pic look nice.. hee.. but kinda ex though.. $10 sia.. haha.. but had alot of fun.. so it's okay.. haha..

    and after that we took a bus back! haha.. sit till my butt numb.. haha... bus ride is one hour.. so long.. haha..

    today really enjoyed myself.. hee.. looking forward for the next holiday already.. :D
    &lovin' Bb at 10:36 PM♥
    Holiday mood

    yesterday i am really having holiday mood sia.. working like very slack.. haha.. installation not alot today.. just that there is one company install 7machines at one go.. need to log in hardware and software call.. that one i log in like crazy.. need to log in 14 cases in total sia..

    then from yesterday onwards.. my CA changed to group one.. so i'll take more CA calls.. think took about 10 of them. that's alot ... haha.. then sometimes really not free.. need to log in installation, take CA calls, then need to take service calls..

    on fri i really v angry sia.. during lunch.. we're supposed to log into CA for those who need to do despatching.. but for them.. they no need to do installation ma.. usually when doing installation, you will not do despatch.. but joey need to go out to have lunch. i need to do despatch.. but what is this la.. so i'm taking everything.. the rest only take 3 item and i take 4.. somemore at that time.. installation and despatching got something to do. then i log out of CA loh.. really v angry.. y so unfair to me sia.. at least i should take out one of them out rite???

    then you know what?? eileen msg me say ask me to log in CA call.. is like.. huh? what the?? then i log in loh.. what's the point?? i will aux out anyway.. you can't expect me to do so many things at one go ma.. you think i super girl ar... sorry loh.. i'm not that super yet... really angry sia..

    thank God monday joey know what i got installation.. she stay in office to do despatching.. really love her.. haha..

    next few months i'm going to do more sat duty.. must earn more money la.. although not alot.. but can help abit la.. anyway just need one more day to wake up early.. that's all.. haha..

    this week i'm helping casandra to do sat duty.. (hope i'll not forget) then next month i'll help joey to take sat duty also.. so these two months will take 2 sat duties.. hee.. more money la.. better.. haha.. later me not enough money to spend.. also wanna chiong for building fund.. also wanna save up more.. cause really wanna go back to school to study.. maybe not full time la... part time.. haha.. either a dip or degree.. hee.. think will be designing.. really love design.. really wanna go back learn designing.. hee..

    sometimes really fasinated by graphics that is so original.. like why can they do such graphics.. really wanna do things like that also.. really provoke me to go learn how to do it.. hai~~ where got good design sch with affordable prices?? haha.. mus near work place or my home.. hee.. but thinking of that.. if i really go back to sch to study part time.. will be very tiring for me.. cause need to do more things.. erm.. how sia.. scared later cannot take it.. but i can't let go of having a job.. later no money .. erm.. hai~~ the Lord will provide a way.. haha.. :D
    &lovin' Bb at 9:28 AM♥
    May Shan's Bdae celebration
    Sunday, October 22, 2006

    today morning went may shan's house to celebrate her bdae. really long time never see my sec sch friends..

    may shan, mei wen, adrian, ying jie, molly, jen, chris, pik wei, and me.. hee.. zhi ai and ee pin not there..

    really long time no see them le.. feel so different cause last time we are all still schooling.. now some still studying.. some working already.. feels kinda different.. but that's life.. got to move on.. i wonder what will happen in a few more year's time.. maybe some will get married.. haha..

    anyway.. had a great time at may shan's house.. had steamboat.. yummy.. her mum really great cook.. the tom yam soup is really nice.. (i wonder since when i can start to take spicy stuff.. the tom yam soup no effect on me.. haha.. really surprised.. pik wei had a bad time eatin'.. cause she can't take chilli.. hehe.. )

    managed to catch up with each and everyone's lives.. hee.. it's really great to get to know them.. i felt so blessed to have them to be part of my life.. hee.. all of them are wonderful friends.. i enjoyed being with them..

    remembered one of the most funny part is may shan accidently chew a piece of chilli... then her expression is really really funny.. haha.. laugh till peng.. haha.. don't know how to describe it.. she didn't scream.. she softly said she chewed a chilli.. very hot.. but her expression is really super hilarious.. haha.. (sorry may shan.. really don't mean to tell the whole world bout this.. but is really very funny.. haha.. )

    anyway.. left at about 2.30.. then go tampines meet client to pass her the shirt.. actually she paid for the shirt for quite a few months.. but don't have chance to meet up with her.. haha..

    and after that went for service.. exciting times.. cause bro valor said there is a thai pastor coming to join us for svc.. and there is total of 13 people.. wow.. but the problem is booking seats for 13 people is really difficult.. need to take almost the whole row.. then end up me and min kuan take one end of the row each..

    the ushers keep asking us when will they reach.. cause the whole row empty is really obvious.. one of the IC also came over and ask..anyway.. we can't give up ma.. can't expect them to sit else where ma.. anyway.. service started bout 10 mins then the first group start to come in.. thank God that we managed to fill up almost all the seats that we booked..

    the service was really good.. i love pastor kong's message today... (actually i love every sermon pastor kong preach.. ) pastor talked about purpose in life.. really challenged me to push myself to be a person that is able to influence society.. at least can impact the people around me..

    simply love weekends.. hee.. weekend is time when i can emjoy myself and relax.. hee..

    but on bus back.. i am really tired.. even now when i type is half asleep that kind.. haha.. think i go sleep.. hehe.. nite guys!
    &lovin' Bb at 12:10 AM♥
    Psalm 23
    Thursday, October 19, 2006

    I just finish reading the first book,'travelling light' by Max Lucado. i'm really blessed by e book. i'm surprised that i can read so fast.. i finish e book within 4 days.. usually i think i will take weeks to finish it.. but this book is easy to read and understand.. really apply to my life for many areas...

    this book talk about travelling light.. maybe we go out of our house without taking a heavy luggage, but travelling light refer to travelling light in our hearts.. many of us may take up many invisible burdens in life.. like disappointments, anger, hurt, discontent, weariness, worry, guilt, hopelessness, self-reliance, arrogance, fear, grief, loneliness, shame, envy, doubt, etc etc.. we tend to take up these burdens without us knowing it.

    God does not want us to carry these burden.. He wants to take all our burdens in His hands, so that we can travel life light. He is our Shepherd. He is our Protector, our Guide.

    Max Lucado refer to Psalm 23 (NKJV):

    The Lord is my shepherd;
    I shall not want.
    He makes me to lie down in green pastures;
    He leads me besides the still waters.
    He restores my soul;
    He leads me in the paths of righteousness
    For His name's sake.
    Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
    I will fear no evil;
    For You are with me;
    Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.
    Your prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;
    You anoint my head with oil;
    My cup runs over.
    Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
    All the days of my life;
    And I will dwell in the house of the Lord
    Forever.

    He really explain and expand on this passage.. After reading the book, i truly understand more about God's character; that He is my shepherd, He will protect me, He will guide me, He will always be there for me. With Him, I will be satisfied. In Him, I can find rest, I can find peace. He will continue to guide my life, that I can live a righteous life for Him. In Him, I could find solution, I'm assured that He will plan my days and I do not need to worry about tomorrow. I do not need to be disappointed as the Lord will take care of things well for me.


    With Him, I do not need to face e world alone, I do not need to feel alone. He is always with me. He will stand in front of me and lead me on.

    Jesus faced the power of death, and He overcame it. Because of Him, I will not face death, I will only face the shadow of death.

    I do not need to depend on my own strength, my Shepherd will help me, He is my source of strength.

    Most importantly, my shepherd's name is Yahweh. means 'I am' or 'I cause'. God does not need any additional description behind 'I am'. God needs no description because he never change. He is and He will always be. He is unchanging, uncaused, ungoverned, a God that has no limitation because He is the One who creates everything. He is like a solid rock, never ever change. In Him, I know that I'm secure, I can trust in Him all e days of my life.

    After reading the book, it really challenged me to start to live a life without carry any additional luggage that i never intend to bear. when i took it up again, i got to learn to put it down again, till i really learnt to put down all the unwanted luggages.

    Travel light.

    A life satisfied, happy, free..

    Wanna learn to lift up all my burdens to my Lord.. the author and finisher of my faith. when i trust in Him, i'll be like mount Zion, unchanging and stable. i will not be like waves at the sea, that will change according to weather and circumstances.

    Lord, teach me how to dwell in Your house forever. A life that Your desire me to live. A life that is full of blessings till overflowing. And goodness and mercy will follow me all the days of my life.

    I want to travel light. A life burden-free.
    &lovin' Bb at 10:45 PM♥
    Books.. books.. and BOOKS!!
    Monday, October 16, 2006

    past few days i bought alot of books sia.. sat before svc bought 5 books.. then today i bought 3 more.. total 8!! wow.. i wonder when i could finish reading all of them.. haha..

    cause of attributes sale ma.. then it's really really cheap.. and really got alot of books wanna buy.. i tried very very hard to control myself.. if not i definately bought more than 8 books.. haha..

    today when i travel to work and return home.. reading my new acquired book, ' travelling light' by max lucado.. hee.. it's really nice.. really very blessed by e book.. and it's really worth e money.. hee.. looking forward to finish it..

    then before i go to sleep i also got read 'Christ the Lord' by anne rice.. it's also just as nice.. is a novel of Jesus.. only e first few chapters.. making me to fall in love with Jesus once again.. haha.. love it..

    since when i start to love reading books? i remembered last time i hate reading books.. cause i find books boring and i can't read fast at all.. think i start to love reading books.. haha..

    wanna read as many books as possible.. to gain my knowledge.. don't wanna restrict myself in what i learnt in sch or in church only.. wanna learn more things.. hee..

    maybe in future my specs will be thicker.. haha.. touch wood! haha..
    &lovin' Bb at 10:20 PM♥
    sunday.. best day of e week..
    Sunday, October 15, 2006

    hee. today i went for morning svc.. after that went for prayer meeting.. then after that went to woodlands play basketball. then go pizza hut eat dinner.. then go pasar malam walk walk.. then go home.. hee ... whole day from morning to night super packed.. hee.. really enjoyed myself every single minute..

    today met a new girl from CCH.. her name is charmaine.. really a very nice girl.. able to get along with her quite well.. :D really hope that all the CCH kids will continue to stay in our cg.. haha..

    too tired to write every single thing on e blog.. hee .lazy to type.. hee..

    i really enjoyed myself.. really love weekends.. especially when i started working.. love weekends even more..hee..

    then just now when i'm in e lift.. it's really scary..

    i live at 12th floor ma.. then i'm alone in e lift.. then suddenly e lift jerked suddenly when it's between 7th and e 8th floor.. and e lift stopped there.. really v scary.. then after a few sec.. e lift when down slowly to e 7th floor and open e door.. i went out immediately.. and i wait for that lift to go off then i take another one.. i saw that lift when up to 12th floor smoothly.. but i dun wanna take e risk of stucking in e lift.. hee.. so decided to take e next one.. hee.. anyway.. kinda interesting.. cause can keep myself awake..

    never tried similar experience like this.. hee.. it's real fun.. but if i really got stuck in e lift.. it is not fun at all.. haha.. thank God for a wonderful day!
    &lovin' Bb at 11:54 PM♥
    Sat duty again
    Friday, October 13, 2006

    sian.. tomorrow still need to go work.. sian.. really v sian.. but nvm la.. OT pay.. hee.. don't really like this job.. cause to me is working.. not enjoying at all.. maybe talking to cust really very fun la.. but still don't really like this job.. really pray that one day i can do things that i really want.. things that i really like to do.. which is doing business..

    although it's own-time-own-target.. but i really like.. to me.. it's more of playing.. although it'll be more difficult.. as if you don't perform well.. then you'll have no income.. but i really like it.. i like to be my own boss.. hee... maybe i inherit this spirit from my parents.. haha..

    although now i start small.. but i believe that it'll expand.. hee.. i believe with all my heart.. it'll be done.. hee..

    wanna get namecard soon.. then i can distribute to all my friends.. haha.. and wanna get my blog a new skin.. cause wanna get my blog a better skin design and layout..

    like alot of preparation need to be done before e actual launch.. think still need sometime to clear out everything..

    i am one day closer to my dream! working towards there now... mayb in future.. i might not be able to start business.. i might be called to do something else.. i wanna trust in God.. hee.. :D

    i write my plans in pencil and let God have e eraser.. hee.. :D
    &lovin' Bb at 11:38 PM♥
    Phew.. first time.. cool

    yesterday bro valor told me on msn that today i might need to help him play guitar for cg.. i was shocked.. haha.. no time to prac sia.. last nite then tell me..

    thank God last few weeks kel taught me how to play open chords.. hee... really thank God.. if not today i sure can't play at all... sure mute all e way... haha..

    anyway.. when i prac on my own.. everything's okay lei.. felt quite good..

    but during actual.. when i took over e guitar.. suddenly felt so stressed.. haha.. don't know why sia.. maybe playing in cg.. it's no longer concern about me.. concern bout e whole cg.. thinking of that making me more stress.. haha.. i missed a few chords here and there.. thank God that i minimise the mistakes.. it doesn't look very obvious (i hope).. hee..

    and somemore bro valor's chord very messy sia.. everything is typed out.. but he write another key's chord beside e typed out ones.. and it's very messy for me.. many times i will busy look at the typed ones.. but actually i should look at e hand-written ones.. hard time lookin.. haha.. next time if i have similar chance.. i should get a copy for myself.. will b better.. haha..

    after cg.. jennifer say i done well.. hee.. really v encouraging for me.. cause i thought i might bring e atmosphere down.. then bro valor commented that i did better than he expected.. hee.. so happy.. haha..

    really give me energy to work hard on guitar.. hee.. wanna play better next time.. :D

    first time playing as cg guitarist.. woah.. phew.. nice exp.. but still think that i still got lloooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnggggggg way to go to be a guitarist for cg.. hee.. must really jia you.. haha..
    &lovin' Bb at 11:18 PM♥
    Thank God for a Wonderful Week
    Thursday, October 12, 2006

    wanna thank God.. this week.. although workload is really alot.. thank God that i am able to cope with e stress level better.. this week.. got new girl come into e office.. no chance to talk to her yet.. i was shocked that she is e same age as me.. i thought she is much more older.. she really look quite matured.. don't look 20.. anyway... back to myself.. really wanna thank God for a wonderful week..

    this week.. eileen don't know what happened to her.. don't have PMS at all.. she suddenly become so nice to me and cas.. cas is as usual to her la.. but she start to treat me better.. today i just came back from lunch.. wanna go to pantry to eat... passed by her desk.. then she grin at me and cas..

    to me.. that's so strange.. so i smile back and ask her have she eaten her lunch.. hmm.. kinda obvious cause she always lunch late.. but that kind of situation.. if don't ask things like very funnie.. so ask stupid qn.. then she say haven't... strangest thing happened.. she asked me what i bought for lunch.. usually she don't even look at me.. now she ask me what i bought for lunch... feel sooooooooooooo strange..

    haha.. thank God la.. at least got improvement.. i hope she will not disturb me anymore.. since got new girl come in.. hee.. me and cas is not e 'newest' already.. so pls tekan newest girl... haha..

    i believe that my training will get better and better..

    today just before lunch.. eileen say got a group of jap visitors coming to call centre.. then shortly after bout 11.15.. they came in.. cause behind me.. is a big space and is near e door.. so that group of pple stood behind me and cas's desk.. wah.. they talk loud sia.. the 'tour guide' introduce this place.. what we do and how is the work flow run.. and they stood behind us and look at what we do and what we say.. woah.. stress sia.. hee..

    wanna go toilet also cannot go.. they all stood there for so long.. they left bout 11.50.. sianz.. rush to toilet after they left.. hee..

    lunch went to repair my slipper.. hee.. cause e heels need to do some repair.. e uncle so nice... gave a very good service.. and he's really nice to talk to.. hee.. and e cost quite cheap too.. only $4.. hee.. nice.. next time i wanna go there repair more shoes..

    really wanna thank God for what He has done in my life.. haha.. although not much changes.. but every single day.. it's getting better.. hee.. i believe that one day.. i could experience multiply multiplication blessings.. haha..
    &lovin' Bb at 11:36 PM♥
    bad bad day
    Monday, October 09, 2006

    today i doing dispatching.. wah.. alot of things happen sia..

    in e morning.. my oracle messenger down.. my email down also.. then i ask the IT guy to come fix e com.. then need to get Mrs Ho help me dispatch calls..

    today calls super duper high.. highest at one time is 50!!! and after lunch.. i tried to clear as much as possible.. still hanging at 40 plus.. the calls just didn't went down.. after i dispatch finish tomorrow first calls.. i still have 32 calls outstanding.. wah.. really cannot take it sia..

    almost cried in office.. cause really very fed up at one point of time.. then e manager took to engineers with him to go do something.. and he don't even bother telling me why he wants the engineer with him.. then i told him long ago the calls are high.. he even happily take 2 engineers with him.. that time my engineers still working for calls only left with 5.. i was really going crazy soon at that point of time.. can't even talk normally.. cause really wanna burst out crying.. but i manage to control myself.. cause i know that when i take calls.. i shouldn't let my personal feelings affect the quality of service i give to the customers.. as they do not deserve a bad service when i speak with them..

    thank God that today not alot of chase calls.. not like last friday.. the chase calls really got alot.. today only got alot of calls..

    hai.. still got a few calls been hanging there for v long le.. hai.. headache coming back.. think is e stress level ba.. but i'm okay la.. not affected emotionally by today's work right now.. just that having a headache.. think i go to sleep soon ba.. really wanna go rest.. scared tomorrow can't go to work..

    but one thing is that thank God that eileen finally show some care n concern bout me today.. usually she'll be super duper sarcastic.. today although she didn't say much.. but she bothered to sit beside me and look at e calls for awhile.. haha.. really thank God for that.. at least i know eileen is still human..

    anyway today after 6 also got a little blessing.. think is e sales dept.. then got some luncheon.. then still got alot of bento left.. so they bring over to my dept and cas and me took one bento each.. haha.. so nice of them.. haha.. at least got some free food.. although is just some sandwich and donuts.. but i consider that as a little blessing after a hard day's work.. hee..

    really thank God for cas and serene.. both of them really tried to help me.. serene tried to ease my calls.. and for cas.. she tried to help me look and study e calls and let me know..

    ramli also got give a few calls from my queue away to other board.. really thank God for them.. if not today's call can really exceed 50.. haha..

    God is good.. hee..
    &lovin' Bb at 10:22 PM♥
    new CCH kids

    hee..on sun.. met 3 new kids from children church.. haha.. really hope that they'll stay in our cg..

    they all really kinda small size.. haha.. so cute!! hee..

    looking forward to get to know them more... haha..
    &lovin' Bb at 10:20 PM♥
    happy belated bdae PUI!!

    wanna wish my dearest pui pui a very happy birthday.. although it's on sat.. wanna write an entry to let the WORLD know you are remembered..

    haha.. hope you like my little pressie that i gave.. hee..

    pui pui.. love ya always..
    &lovin' Bb at 10:17 PM♥
    Late for Work.. almost.. hee..
    Friday, October 06, 2006

    remember yesterday i went down to buy late dinner?? i put my wallet in another smaller bag.. and today i went to work.. i took the big bag.. i forgot that i took my wallet out.. then when i reach MRT then i realised that i didn't bring my wallet.. that time i really felt super sian sia.. hai~~

    then i went back home.. borrowed $50 from dad.. cause i don't have time to withdraw money.. then i go take cab to work..

    thank God that i havn't even reach the road side.. got one taxi driver saw me and he stop his car for me.. haha.. so happy.. don't even need to wait for taxi to come.. i hopped onto that cab and i go work..

    the taxi driver is really very nice.. he really drive fast for me.. really enjoyed the trip.. hee..

    usually went i took MRT.. i'll reach at around 9.13-9.17.. depending whether i got the earlier train or the later train..

    today i reach at 9.05.. haha.. so early sia.. can't get used to it..

    the total cost of the cab ride is $22.90.. hee.. the taxi driver so kind.. he did not delibrately went thru the ERP.. hee.. so happy sia.. save $3.. hee..

    thank God that i didn't late for work.. but really scary sia.. without wallet can almost gav me heart attack..haha.. thank God for today.. hee..
    &lovin' Bb at 12:41 AM♥
    argh.. getting fat.. haha..
    Wednesday, October 04, 2006

    oh man.. today intending to skip dinner.. can lose weight and also can save money.. but my mum hurt her ankle today.. then just now bout 10plus she say she hungry.. then i go buy dinner for her.. then i go coffeeshop and i very tempted... and guess what.. i bought laksa.. ARGH!!

    getting fat getting fat.. haha..

    then after that i got home.. my mum tell me she bought me some biscuits for me to bring to office..

    me intend to skip breakfast also.. argh.. now got breakfast to eat.. ARGH..

    getting fat getting fat.. haha..

    oh man.. my find ways to slim down man.. don't want to go back like last time.. so fat.. haha.. must either slim down or at least maintain.. hee..

    wanted to wake up early to exercise.. but is super difficult sia.. waking up on time is already a challenge.. haha...

    if i don't do anything.. think i really getting fat.. haha..
    &lovin' Bb at 11:43 PM♥
    Practising my speech

    now working to me is going for speech practise.. hee.. cause i really want to improve on the way i speak.. i really don't want to speak like typical singaporean.. i want to speak fluent, good english.

    so everytime got calls come in..i will make it a point that i will speak better than what i spoke earlier..

    i find that this conscious effort really helped me to improve on my speech these few days.. at least in the way i deliver my message to the customers.. but slowly i believe as i practise.. speaking good english will slowly become my lifestyle.. but think it's going to be hard.. haha.. i target myself in 3 month's time.. i want to speak better english.. in terms of
    pronunciation and delivery. hee.
    &lovin' Bb at 1:31 AM♥
    tiring monday
    Tuesday, October 03, 2006

    don't know why these two days wake up super early.. woke up at 6plus in e morning.. and i can't get back to sleep.. sian.. only slept for average of 4-5 hours for these two days..

    my dad most of the time is having this problem also.. i keep telling him that he might b thinking something in his mind.. can't focus on sleeping.. haha.. does tt apply to me?? haha.. i think what sia?

    i am always proud of my sleep.. haha.. cause last time if i sleep.. even if the sky fall.. i still sleep very soundly.. haha..

    these two days really very strange sia.. hopefully later when i sleep will be better.. haha..

    if this goes on.. think gonna become panda.. haha.. going to be panda real soon..

    just now during work.. i was really really really tired.. somemore yesterday went roller bladin' .. then my body aching all over.. suddenly realised i really long time didn't exercise.. haha.. little activity like roller bladin make my body ache all over.. haha.. must really start to exercise more.. haha..

    during work, thank God Eileen didn't disturb me.. today onwards kim not working together with us.. suddenly felt so bored.. usually cas will be quite bz.. cause she doing dispatching.. then kim will 'entertain' me. .haha..

    somemore the calls very funny.. some hours it keep coming.. then some hours totally no calls.. haha..

    today think i really v tired.. even talking to customers on e phone really wanna sleep.. really scared i will fall asleep talking halfway... haha..

    today the calls very irritating.. cas's calls are real high.. she got outstanding of 24 calls after dispatching tomorrow's calls.. is really really high la.. really very scary.. if i am her. think i can't take it.. too stress for me.. haha..

    now i wanna train on my speech.. find that i didn't talk as professional as i wanted myself to be.. haha.. wanna train myself to talk better..

    yawn~~~ just now after work went shamini's house for tuition.. haha.. brain really not functioning le.. sitting there to read almost fell asleep.. haha.. eyelid soooooooo heavy that time.. haha...

    listen to loud music to keep myself awake.. if not i really will fall asleep.. haha.. really very tiring.. hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.. haha..
    &lovin' Bb at 12:27 AM♥
    roller blade!!!!
    Sunday, October 01, 2006

    today went outing again.. went to east coast.. went roller blade.. really worried.. cause i really don't know how to blade.. when i wear e blade.. still feeling okay.. when i want to stand up.. trouble came.. oh no.. how to skate sia??

    then the lady working there very kind.. then help me to the beginner's corner..haha.. thank God i got some ice skating experience.. to i can pick up roller blade real easy.. haha..

    those who went for today's outing is me, minkuan, jen and kel.. haha.. kel is super pro loh..

    he teach all three of us how to blade.. challenging sia.. can't turn, can't really control.. haha.. scary.. but pick up slowly loh. fall down really a number of times.. think i fall down the most.. haha.. sad.. my hands almost bleed.. haha..

    blade for bout almost 3 hours.. haha.. really enjoyed it..

    after today.. really thinking of getting a blade too.. it's really fun.. imagine you wanna go downstairs buy things.. can also use that.. then can travel faster.. no need take bus.. haha.. cool rite?? haha...

    but think i can't afford a blade now. think gonna wait after building fund then start to plan for that.. haha...
    &lovin' Bb at 11:12 PM♥
    Building Fund is coming!!

    hooray! building fund is coming.. hee.. the most exciting times for me.. as i sow more.. i'll reap back more.. haha.. so happy... got chance to really sacrifice for the Lord.. want to build Him a GREAT GREAT house! an awesome house.. haha...

    to me.. God never gave me promises that He never fulfill.. every promises.. every covenant.. He's always faithful.. looking back.. so many things happened.. good times, bad times.. but really thank God that i've already moved so far.. i believe that there will be more and more wonderful adventures ahead of me.. haha..

    speaking of adventures.. after svc min kuan, kel and me went to bedok mac slack.. talk about many many stuff.. throughout the conversation... one thing kept coming in my mind: i'm sooooo guai!!! haha...

    their lives like so exciting.. haha.. my life.. didn't gone thru much.. just study hard.. didn't do much things lei.. haha..

    anyway.. yawn.. kinda tired.. wanna sleep.. tomorrow still got svc.. haha.. nite
    &lovin' Bb at 1:13 AM♥