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    Spiritual Journey with God this weekend
    Monday, May 28, 2007

    These few days been a wonder spiritual journey for me.

    Been reading on the book named, ‘The heavenly man’. I simply fell in love with this book. It touched my heart. Yun, the main character of the book, really have great love for God. His faith endures the end despite all the cruel persecutions he faced. Many parts of the book, I really felt challenged. Sometimes make me think, if I am in the same situation as Yun, will I stand up for Jesus still or I will choose to compromise? Is my faith for God so strong that I will still stand strong for Him when great persecutions like this comes?

    It’s always easy to say, ‘Lord, Lord, I will definitely follow You till the end.’ but how many will actually to live out that promise when the knife of persecution is up to your neck?

    During Friday cell group, I felt a deep impression in my heart about this topic - persecution. It’s been a long time since I last shared publicly in the cell group. So struggled to whether to share this word or not. This is the bad thing of not sharing for long period of time. You will lose confidence in sharing publicly and you will take longer time to tune into God.

    Felt God impressed me two chapters, 2 Tim 3 and Psalms 34.

    Felt that although persecution may arises, God will be our stronghold. He will continue to show that He will be faithful to us till the end. He will rise up against our enemies. Didn’t felt that this word apply to all the cell group members. Felt that this only applies to at most 3 of them. But I didn’t say the specific numbers.

    Also felt that God really wants to pour forth and manifest His presence and power over our lives. But felt that some of them are having difficulties experiencing this. It seems like a wall surrounding him/her, nothing can come out, nothing can go in. Felt that God wants to break this thick wall, so that His love can pour into the brim once again…

    I really struggled in whether to share this or not, it is really a very different ‘topic’ as the rest of the cg members. Struggled to share also because I not sure whether is this really what God wants to share.

    But I still do it by faith anyway…

    After the cg, God reminded me of China. It’s been a long time since I was last reminded. So many things happened this past few months. I almost forget about this and place it aside. I want to start to study Chinese once again. I want to learn how to preach in Chinese, pray in Chinese.

    On Saturday, the sermon was about ‘peace and persecution’. I was totally shocked. The section about persecution, is so similar to what I knew the day before. Psalms 34 is about David being persecuted. He act crazy in the midst of all the troubles. He still choose to praise God despite all. And God preserves him, God protected him. Pastor talked about Paul in the sermon. Paul was in prison, in captivity. Despite all the torture, he was physically wounded. But his faith is still strong, he still choose to praise God despite all the sufferings he had received.

    Today, went to service too. God impresses me about China even more clearly. He reminded me the times I had encounters with Him when I’m in China, when I’m the Hotel room, when I’m prayer walking. Heaven is open there, Holy Spirit is so eager to show His glory over all the people in China. He called be back to China, to be a missionary for Him. I not sure when will this happen. But I felt that from now onwards, I need to start to prepare myself. So that when time comes, I’ll be ready to go.
    &lovin' Bb at 1:23 AM♥
    Tshirt and Jeans design competition
    Saturday, May 26, 2007

    On wed I went to suntec office. Signed up for Tshirt and Jeans design competition. I was really nervous. Physically quite tired also. Cause the night earlier I slept at 3 plus near 4am. Cause rushing out the design out. I really don’t have inspiration for weeks. Don’t know what to draw. Staring at the blank Tshirt, don’t know what to draw.

    On wed, I start to paint at around 9pm. Decided to draw butterfly. The butterfly I really drew for long time. Just on the butterfly alone took me about 2-3hours. Think partly because it’s been a long time since I last drew, the speed dropped a lot.

    After that, my speed picked up. The jeans took me about 4 hours. The shirt only took me slightly more than 1 hour.

    What I like about designing is that, no matter detailed you plan your design, the actual is definitely different from what you planned earlier on. The shirt I wanted to add in a lot of things initially. But in the end, I changed my plan totally. When I start to draw, I don’t have a plan in my mind. Seems like my hands helped me to do the drawing. It’s really tiring to draw, cause need to concentrate for long period of time. But I really loved it! Something that I really love to do.

    Is a talent God placed in my hands, I don’t want to put it to waste.

    Really give a big THANK YOU for the following:
    Jennifer: thank you for sacrificing your time to be my model! Don’t think I can get in if you are not my model. Haha. And also thanks for helping me to think of what to say for the presentation. I think if you are not there, I will be like a flattened cockroach.
    Pui: thank you for staying through the night with me to complete this work. Your face gave me lots of inspiration.
    Bb: thank you for everything! Thank you for believing in me that I can get in top 10. Thank you for coming all the way to my house late at night to encourage me! A very BIG thank you to you. The po piah you bought gave me energy to last through the rest of the night. Thanks Bb!!
    Desong: thank you for driving Bb to my house. Hee…
    God: thank you for placing this little talents in my hands. I really love this talent that you gave me. I wanna use it, maximize it to the fullest potential for Your glory.

    Anyway back to the story, after work I rush down to suntec. Met Jennifer at Esplanade library first. She went to change first while I quickly go grab a bite.

    Reached office. a lot of people there, is really very nervous. Cause from some designs, you know they are really professionals. I am not professionally trained in this area at all. It’s really challenging for me to stand among them. Anyway my design in considered simple. Many of them got all on other materials like laces, plastic net, colorful cloth, etc. mine only T-shirt and Jeans, period.

    Suddenly felt really nervous. What to say later? What if I cannot get in top 10? Is my design too simple? What if my design is not good enough?

    Jen knows I’m very nervous, is written all on my face. After changing, we prayed together. I believe that Holy Spirit will help me do the talking later.

    Registered my name at the reception. They took a picture of us. I think I’m too nervous that day. I forgot to take a picture with jen that day. Oh man.. Miss out man.. Haha..

    We’re supposed to go in small groups. 5 teams per round. Jen and I are the last team in that round. Phew… not much stress as the earlier teams will leave the room after their turn. Thank God for that.

    I use my crapping skills again. Link butterfly with something meaningful. Thank God that I managed to make the design sound very ‘wow’.

    Really happy to see that the judges are shocked that I actually hand painted everything. Sharon asked me whether I have any background in this area. I didn’t tell them I have a business earlier on. I just said, ‘no, I studied business…’

    Can see the judges are impressed by the graphic. Then among all the 5 teams in my round, my team is the only team that they mention, ‘if you got into finals..’

    I was really happy that they mention about finals, so it means that I have chance to get in finals. Thank God for helping me.

    After the presentation, I was really happy. I jumped and screamed once I got out of the conference room. The people at the reception looked at me and laughed. Jen told them I was happy because the presentation was over. But in my heart, I am happy because I think I can get into finals.

    After the presentation, Jen meet Perlie and I went to find bb. Bb was at a Japanese restaurant at Esplanade. Naomi’s birthday celebration. Bb didn’t have a chance to see the completed works, so I took it out to show him when I met him. The rest of the attributes staff saw too. They don’t seems to believe that I hand painted them. Is really a compliment to me. Bb told them, ‘I know she can do it one…’ :D

    Today, received a call from ZS Charmaine. She said she’s been looking for me for two days… opps.. I told her I working, not able to pick up the calls. She told me I got into top 10! Praise the LORD!!! Haha..

    I was really overjoyed when I heard that. Bb was the first to know.. Call him immediately once I put down the phone with Charmine.

    I still got less than one week to improve on the design. Decided to drop the shoe design competition, focus totally on this competition instead.

    God, may the spirit of creativity manifest more over my life. I pray that I can shine for you in the area of design. Really don’t want to lose this talent someday. I want to experience more breakthrough. My goal is that one day I can come to a point that there is I will gain confidence to draw everything.
    &lovin' Bb at 1:38 AM♥
    Deja vu again
    Monday, May 21, 2007

    These few days really have a lot of déjà vu experience. Just now went to desong’s blog. I had that again. Looking at winne’s picture on the left, read the titles, then suddenly find the scene very familiar. Even the picture regards to desong mother’s day celebration, felt like I have seen the picture before.

    Then in a split second, I know is déjà vu. Don’t know how come this is getting more and more frequent. Last time is only once in many many months. Now I as frequent as two times a month. Is God reaffirming me that I’m walking right in His will? I don’t know. But I want to record this down.
    &lovin' Bb at 11:54 PM♥
    Being kid once again

    This week is really another breakthrough week for me. It’s a wake up call for me, to start to pick myself up to do things for God in a greater level.

    Felt that I didn’t really do much for God. It’s time to start plowing once again. Don’t want all those moments that I have with God to become monuments in my life. Don’t want it to be ‘just a good memory’. I want to start to do something about it, make the moments to become a movement.

    Today went to have visitation with bb.. Went to Aldrich, Dominic’s house. Met their younger brother and sister. After that we all went to meet Jia Sheng and his sister. Went to play fun fair at woodlands. They wanted to play the haunted house. The haunted house is really pitch dark. Can’t see a thing. I walked the last. It’s really scary cause you don’t know who will appear behind you suddenly.

    Didn’t realized there is a flight of steps in front of me. Almost trip. Then suddenly someone blow wind behind me. I couldn’t spot anyone when I turn back. Argh. Super irritated. But that gave me a scare. Haha.. Overall, I don’t recommend anyone to go in that. It’s a waste of money. Serious.

    The rides there are super expensive. Don’t wanna spend too much on those rides.

    After playing at fun fair, we went to get drinks and one bite food. After that we went to a nearby play ground. They start to play catching. It’s been a long time since I last played. Wanted to play also, but I wore real short skirt. Don’t think it’s convenient for me to play. Can see the rest enjoyed the game together.

    After that we went back to causeway point get some more drinks. The kids after that went back home.

    Enjoyed today. Had much fun this week. And also want to make a decision to do more things for God, serving Him wholeheartedly in a more dynamic way… :D
    &lovin' Bb at 12:59 AM♥
    Welcome back PUI PUI!!!
    Friday, May 18, 2007

    Today pui man and my dad is back from hong kong. Really missed them tons. Don’t know why I felt this way. That time I went Shanghai for 6 weeks, I didn’t have this kind of feeling. Maybe is like what Cas say, you are the one at home waiting…

    Pui gained a little weight lei… opps.. Girl.. You eat a lot there huh.. Haha..

    Anyway today supposed to go airport fetch them after my work. Told myself to dress nice nice go airport and see them. But during lunch, I called my dad. He said they will reach Singapore at around 5plus. So meet at home instead… -_- wah.. Dress so nice then go home straight. Sian..

    Then during lunch, bb came over to meet me. We went to amara there eat. Lin and poh chee disturb me, they said, ‘wah.. Dress so nice go for date huh.. Haha..’ bleah.. So nice to get to see him.. Although is a very short lunch, but really enjoyed it. After that bb sent me back to the 3rd floor lobby before going off back to work. So nice~~

    Work today is normal. Computer is slow. Or maybe my fingers are too fast. My fingers need to wait for the computer to react.

    Anyway, counting down to my one year anniversary at Xerox. Really don’t know whether I should stay for just leave for a new job. Felt that, if I go get new job, I might go to financial instability. Furthermore, I am going to take night class at SIM. If I get new job and get new course, it’ll be double adjustment for me. And this job is also good, never OT. So won’t need to take extra time after office hours to work. Although it doesn’t give me much satisfaction from working in this job, but I think this is one of the criteria I really need in getting a job. And also thinking about the job at Xerox, although the engineers and colleagues are really good to me, but the job itself is really killing. Really don’t know what to do. Still praying for God to lead a way.. Anyway leave early won’t have penalty, I think it’s better for me to stay there till I got an answer to go ahead with next phase of life.

    After work, according to plan, I go home. Bb came over and meet me, send me off to MRT before he go back to BBG. Cas and Jeremy’s there too.

    Reached home, wah.. So nice to see pui and dad again. Gone crazy with pui once I got back. Don’t care about image already.. I jumped and scream like no body business. Hugged pui pui!! Haha.. Miss her a lot sia.. Missed her voice.. Missed her.. Glad she’s back. She showed me what she bought in Hong Kong. Make me wanna go back real soon. :D

    She also showed me lots of pictures she took in Hong Kong and in China. Oh man.. Missed the place.. Missed the food.. Missed 3rd aunt. She really changed a lot since I last saw her. Erm.. The last time I saw her I was just a kid..

    Dad say july need to go back to settle something. Think will go back with them. Saw the schedule. July no one taking leave. I can take leave.. Hee.. Not sure which day going back. Hee.. But looking forward to it. I missed Hong Kong..
    &lovin' Bb at 12:05 AM♥
    Happy Mummy's Day
    Tuesday, May 15, 2007


    Met mum at Clarke Quay. I reached there and waited for my mum. Decided to find one corner to sit down while waiting. Called my mum’s handphone for quite a number of times, no one pick up. She finally picked up at around 7.20pm. She said she’s been waiting there for about 20mins. … aiyoh.. Time wasted because she didn’t call back. Hai~~

    She’s really pretty that day, all dressed up. Got make up too! Hee.. Wow.. *cat call* weeeeeewit…

    Anyway, showed her around the new shopping mall, the Central. Realized that it’s really been a long time since I last walk-walk with my mum. After that we walked over to Clarke Quay.

    While on the bridge, pui called from Guang Zhou. These few days dad and pui stayed at guang Zhou, they will move back to hong kong on Monday. Really missed pui tons. Oh man.. Missed her voice, her smile, her sometimes-seems-annoying face. Then after that I pass the phone to mum, mum talked to pui. And mum told pui and dad that I’m going to treat her eat big big meal. she sound really excited and proud of it. When mum told dad about this, through their conversation sound like dad is getting jealous. Haha..

    After that mum passed the phone to me, talked to dad. He really sound cheerful. Think he’s been enjoying there. Good for him also, I’m glad. He’s been working real hard, good to take a short break and enjoy life. It’s been long time since I last had such a cheerful conversation with him. Praise God for breakthrough.

    I told dad I will make up one big big meal for him also. :D then he sound more relief, can feel that he’s really very happy to hear that.

    They are coming back on Thursday night. Really looking forward to it man. :D

    Walked one round with mum, cannot decide on what to eat. She said she want French cuisine, cannot find any. She said want to eat western, but I know she’ll definitely regret. We decided to go IndoChine instead. The main entrance is so grand la, got the really ‘wow’ feeling.

    IndoChine is selling Chinese and Vietnamese food. Ordered quite a number of items. We sat along the river side. Didn’t want to take those air-conditioned seats in the restaurant, cause my mum says is too dark.

    Bb said he joining us for dinner. His family not celebrating mother’s day today. They postpone the celebration. So sweet of him, gave my mum flowers. Hee.. Can see that she’s very happy to receive flowers. Haha.. :D

    We really ate a lot man. Can’t finish the food. The bill is really big man. Phew.. This kind of bill cannot appear too often, if not I think I work 10 jobs also cannot cover. Shall not reveal how much I spent. Main thing is not about the money, main thing is that my mum could really enjoy this very special day. Price is really not an issue here. Only have one mum, she sacrificed her life to bring me up, really want to show her that her sacrifice is not wasted. Wanted to let her know I do care for her and love her.

    Love you mummy!! You are the best! Happy mummy’s day!
    &lovin' Bb at 12:45 AM♥
    Blood Donation
    Monday, May 14, 2007

    Went for blood donation today. Phew, finally I can donate blood. Previous time I can’t donate cause my I don’t have enough blood, the density is not enough. Went with bb for blood donation today, reached the place at around 4. The queue is long. So we went to mac to eat, by the time we’re back, we missed our number. Hai..

    We’re delayed because of that la.. Hee.. Bb need to rush off to deliver goods back to warehouse, so I exchanged my queue number with him, let him go first. Initially really quite worried that I might not be able to donate due to last experience. Will feel quite discourage if I cannot donate this time. Thank God that I can donate this time. :D

    He sat opposite, secretly took a picture of him. Hee.. Anyway he’s fast, done within 5-10 mins. I don’t know why mine’s so slow. Waited for more than 20mins to fill up one pack. Last time was much faster. Maybe I didn’t drink enough water that day. Haha..

    Left with bb after that, I went over to Clarke Quay to meet my mum. Dad and pui not in Singapore, so decided to bring mum out to celebrate Mother’s Day.


    Anyway, it’s really good to donate blood frequently. Can save lives. :D Decided to be a frequent blood donor.
    &lovin' Bb at 12:13 AM♥
    Long awaited Day.. Water Baptism!
    Sunday, May 13, 2007

    A very special day. This is a long awaited day. I went for water baptism! Hee.. Woohoo… so wonderful to be 21, can do many things. Water baptism is one of the things that I so so so so so wanted to do once I am 21 years old. Thank God that I can fulfill this.

    Woke up late, rushed down by cab. Reached the place at around 1.40pm. Met Leticia there. Woohoo.. She’s going for water baptism too. Stick around with her since I reached. Hee.. Had a great time fellowshipping with her. Took quite a number of pictures too! Hee..

    At the rooftop, we guess who will be baptizing us later. I didn’t guess. Leticia guess it could be Pastor ming, pastor chee kiang, or pastor Derek. Saw teng hong there at the rooftop also. It’s really cool man, so many people that I know water baptize together with me.

    Thanks Min Kuan, Matthew, and Si Kai for coming support me. You guys sacrificed your time to come all the way to jurong, really thank you thank you. :D and of course wanted to thank bb for coming too! :D really nice to have him around to celebrate such a special day with me. Also wanted to thank Kai li for coming too! Although you cannot make it in time, but really thank you for making such a great effort to travel so far here. Thank you girl!

    Registered my name with wen kai. Got my sticker tag. The baptism service started, had praise and worship first. After that pastor led us in prayer and declaration of faith. Is pastor Aries!! Really overjoyed that is him!! Haha…

    Queuing to be baptized is really very exciting. Heart pump fast while I’m in the queue. Maybe been waiting for this day to happen, really want to be water baptized so badly since I got saved. Finally this day had come.

    The process is fast, within the blinking of an eye, I’m declaring to the whole world I’m a new creation in Christ.

    This is a new phase of my life. The old chapter has ended. This is a brand new chapter, a better and a more glorious one.

    Getting out of the water is really cold man. Brrr… took a few pictures after that also. And all of them prayed for me before I go get changed. thanks for the prayer guys!

    Kai li waited for me at café while the guys went to coffeeshop eat lunch. After we join the rest at coffeeshop. After that we split up, cause I heard from leader’s meeting the shuttle bus only can allow every baptism candidate to bring two supporters. So bb and si kai join wenkai to take cab, min kuan join junior dale to take cab. Matthew, kaili and me board the bus.

    When we got the bus, we realized that other people bring more than two supporters up the bus, they don’t even care how many people you bring. Just pay one buck will do. Tried calling the rest, but all of them board the cab already. Hee…

    Really enjoyed today man.

    Then after service, valor announced to the whole CG that I went for water baptism today. I got a real red and cute apple, and a very pretty candle. Sponsored by bb. :D the whole CG prayed for me. Wah.. Blessed blessed. Haha..

    After that Valor pass me Espirit gift voucher, a gift for water baptism by cell group. Really surprised by the gift. Thanks thanks!

    After that bb pass me a hand phone strip, a cute little pig that labeled ‘May 12’ on the belly. To commemorate this day. So nice of him. Thanks bb again. :D

    Unforgettable day. :D
    &lovin' Bb at 2:20 AM♥
    Reason for being a Christian

    Today’s service was really awesome! The presence of God is strong! Felt really refreshed after the service.

    During worship, 2nd worship song, felt God speaking to me. Suddenly reminded of a scene: a little child get home after school, having her result slip on her hand. She worked hard, she plowed through countless nights. But she was not happy, she is afraid that her dad will not be happy with her results. She is afraid as she felt that her dad is a strict and stern man, she knows her dad does things in great efficiency. She would want to be like him one day. The way back home is heavy, what awaits her after she hands the result slip over to her dad? She don’t want to see those frowns again.

    Felt God telling me, ‘I don’t require you to accomplish all these things to make me happy. Reason that I have called you, is not that you can contribute in the Kingdom, is not that you can do things for me. That’s not the reason for you existence. Even if you didn’t perform up to your own expectation, don’t need to be afraid, try again. I will always be here to help you and guide your paths. The reason of your existence, the reason why I have called you, is to love me. That’s all I ask. Love me, beloved, love me…’

    Really wept at that time. So many times I am just like Martha, busy with many things in life. There’s so many goals need to accomplish, so many targets, so many deadlines… and tend to forget why I’m called to be a Christian in the first place. Is important that I should serve God, is important that I should accomplish and fulfill all the commitments on my hands. But the main reason for me to be breathing on this earth is to love God, love Him with all my heart.


    But sometimes when I’m in need, I will ask God, ‘bless me, bless me…’ God is a good God. He does blesses my life with abundance. He is a God that never lie, whatever He promised, He fulfilled. But sometimes I will think whether I am serving God because of what He can do for me, to fulfill all the desires, concerns of the world or whether I am serving God because I love Him?

    Today God reminded me, to love Him with all my heart. Love Him not because of what He can do for me. Even if He never blesses, I will still choose to love Him. Lord, I'm hungry for You. I don't want to be like Martha, busy serving and at the end of the day, no more appetite for You. I want to be like Mary, to be sitting at Your feet when You come by, to be there listening to Your voice, to enjoy Your presence.

    Jesus, I love you.
    &lovin' Bb at 1:41 AM♥
    Desk Makeover
    Saturday, May 12, 2007

    This past one week been quite busy at work. Company bought new laptop for us to use, to replace the old server. But they bought new key board for us too. So we end up still using the original monitor, with new key board, new mouse and a new laptop. Funny part is that why we can’t just use the laptop will do, the laptop takes a lot of space. And now is so troublesome whereby we need to keep the laptop in our own cupboard at the end of the day and need to collect it and set up before we work. Is sooooo ma fan.

    Here’s the transformation:


    That’s how my desk look like before transformation

    After that, a new laptop come in. having a laptop but not using the screen. We use the old monitor instead.

    See! With the new laptop, it really takes a lot of space, not much place to put my stuff. So I decided to pack up my desk.

    Oh by the way, this picture shows my dispatch board. I’m supposed to fill in timetable for engineers. The board looks like that. And that’s the handphone that I use to communicate with the engineers. And on the right is the new mouse, got blue light. Isn’t it cute? The old mouse is on the left side of this picture, the dell mouse. And bottom of the screen shows the new key board, I heard is an award-winning designer keyboard. The curves suit the placement of the fingers, helps to make typing easier for the hands.

    This pic shows the process of me taking out the old CPU. Need to take my phone away, and is so dusty. Makes my nose itch.

    Tadah! That’s how my desk look like after that make over. Isn’t it neat? Hee..

    &lovin' Bb at 1:54 AM♥
    I miss Hong Kong, I miss Pui
    Thursday, May 10, 2007


    OMG!! Just now on the line with Pui. She’s in Hong Kong enjoying life now loh. Hai~~ so sad that I can’t go. Then she said the food there is delicious! She said the worst food there is even better than Singapore’s best. Oh man.. I miss HK food!

    Then I forced her to list out what she ate: (she said she only able to list some, cause she simply ate too much! )

    Live abalone, Steam it, dip with soy sauce and eat
    Pig blood porridge
    Zhu cheong fun with you tiao
    Go one island eat live seafood

    Oh man, makes me real hungry now. Haven’t eat dinner yet. Grrr….

    &lovin' Bb at 8:21 PM♥
    Personality Tests
    Friday, May 04, 2007


    Happened to come across one link, is a personality test. Took the test, and my result are as follows:

    You Are An ISFP
    The Artist
    You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.
    You would make a good veterinarian,
    pediatrician, or composer.

    You can take the test too! Visit http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourpersonalitytypequiz/


    You are a Career Girl!

    You may not be a CEO yet, but you're well on your way to success.
    You take your career seriously, and you wouldn't stop working for any guy!
    An independent woman, you pay for your own car, clothes, and housing.
    And men appreciate that - at least, the ones as driven as you are.
    You can take the test too! Visit http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofgirlareyouquiz/
    &lovin' Bb at 11:28 PM♥
    Birthday celebration with Xerox Colleagues
    Thursday, May 03, 2007

    Today after work, have dinner with my colleague. Those went: Cas, Nuraini, Flora, Ariel and me. We went to NYDC at Heeren.

    I thought we are there to celebrate Nuraini’s birthday. Cause hers is at 1st may. Mine already over so long ago, think it’s okay. Anyway this year don’t have much birthday mood. Hee.. Don’t know why. Supposed to be feeling really excited. But don’t really feel excited about my 21st birthday.

    Anyway, we ate quite a lot. Here’s what I ordered.

    And here are what the rest ordered.

    After the meal, Cas suddenly said, ‘Nuraini, you want to go toilet rite? Sin man you accompany her can?? Quickly go go go…’

    Hello.. Isn’t it obvious?

    Anyway I deliberately said I don’t want to go. Then Cas said she promised she’s not going to disturb me for one week. I agreed and I left with Nuraini.

    Nuraini told me the rest told her that we’re here to celebrate my birthday. Haha.. I didn’t know about this. I told Nuraini that the rest told me we’re here to celebrate her birthday. Haha.. Really very funny.

    Here’s what they gave both of us. Lin’s mum made cup cakes. Isn’t it cute? We two got specialized cupcakes…

    Enjoyed the celebration with them.


    &lovin' Bb at 1:33 AM♥