Should I go SOT?

Should I go SOT?

If I go SOT, I might need to give up my bonus.. which is a lot of money.

If I take part time, am I able to cope? Am I able to sustain myself?

What will my parents react if they found out?

If I don’t work or couldn’t find a job, I would need to deplete my savings.. but I’m supposed to save up for future.. how?

But if I don’t go SOT, I feel so weak. Not physically weak, but spiritually weak. I want to understand more of God’s word. I want to get trained for the better.. it will benefit me and the people around me.. and I believe the skills that I learn in SOT will also help me in my future career as I have learnt how to speak better with other pple.

How, How?!?!