Wah~ Life's enjoyable .. :)
Monday, November 29, 2004
today i went to toa payoh look for Jennifer and KaiLi.. they now working in pastamania.. so pui and me went to look for them for a while.. i ordered a pasta and a mocha freeze.. finally... first time after 2 week plus.. i can eat something special.. it's so nice~! .. never eaten pasta that's so nice (hehe.. maybe because it's been a long time since i last eaten something "normal.." hehe.. felt so happy.. )
hehe.. after i fully recover i must really eat man.. don't care about dieting already.. hehe
hai~~ suddenly thought of my condition.. i can't sing for choir.. felt so sad.. really want to serve God more.. but i really can't go sing for Him during service in the time being.. felt so sad.. really must pray hard that i can recover soon.. so that i can continue to serve Him.. i felt so not satisfied.. in my spirit.. there is a super strong desire to serve God again.. but my body is stopping me to do so.. ARGH~~ when is this going to end??
yesterday i went for the first dance class.. wah~~ yeah~ can dance again.. although i expected i couldn't get back to the standard that i had before the operation.. but i thank God that i can dance again..and besides, i felt that i can dance better than what i expected.. hehe.. really must thank God~! i am one step closer to recovery.. yeah~
the road to recovery is indeed quite difficult.. there are many things that i need to sacrifice.. but it's also a time for me to train myself.. so that i can be stronger.. and learn to trust God more.. :)
&lovin' Bb at 11:33 PM♥
Cutest animal in the WorlD!!
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
RABBITS~! my fav. animal.. hehe.. they are so adorable.. they are so fat~
i got 7 rabbits at home.. 4 males, 3 females... they are all very cute animals.. got big and innocent eyes.. thick fur.. always so fat so heavy.. and they are always very warm...
furthermore.. they won't bark.. they are always so quiet and sweet..hehe.. :) although sometimes they'll eat up your things like books or papers .. but i still find them so adorable..
everytime when i feel sad.. i'll always look at them.. hehe.. everytime when i see them.. i always thank God that He has created such cute animals.. hehe.. love them alot... hehe
highly recommended all people.... hehe
&lovin' Bb at 1:02 PM♥
I wish i can try again...
hai~ just got back my results.. i felt that this is the worst result that i ever gotten.. although i didn't fail anything.. but i got D's you know??? never in my poly life i got a D one lei.. i feel very sad..
last few semesters.. i'll always get at least an A.. but this time round.. not even an A can be seen... so sad.. the highest is only B+.. felt so disappointed..
hai~but anyway.. results are already out.. can't change anything.. treat this as a lesson for me ba.. hehe.. how i wish i can try again... hai~ too late..
from now onwards.. i'm going to try my very best to study.. don want to get D's anymore... i want A's and DIST's .. hehe.. :) jia you jia you!!!!
&lovin' Bb at 11:41 AM♥
Craving... for FOOD!
Sunday, November 21, 2004
hehe.. now talking to madeline on msn.. talking about going into malaysia get seafood and stuff.. haha.. makes me hungry sia... hehe...
wah.. i got so many cravings... how i wish i can just eat up all the food in the world.. this whole week didn't really eaten good food.. suddenly got cravings for so many food.. wah..
hope that i can eat normal food soon.. really can't take it anymore.. for someone like me.. who love to eat so much.. and was not allowed to eat all the food that i want.. is really a torture.. i think that this whole operation thingy.. the most torture thing is not the operation itself.. i think the most torture thing is that i can't eat!!!
think when i recover.. i'm gonna buy alot of food to eat (Hai~~ gonna put on weight again.. hehe.. nvm.. food more important than weight.. hehe.. )
Muahahaa... wait for me food... i'm coming to eat you up soon..haha..
&lovin' Bb at 5:36 PM♥
A Tribute to the Nurses and Doctors in SGH
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Really want to put up an article just for them.. they are really special people to me.. they really showed cared and concern to me in times of need..
During my stay in SGH.. i can say that all the nurses really cared alot about me.. maybe because I the youngest patient around at that time ba.. it seems that the nurses really cared about me..
I saw the passion in them in trying to serve every patient the best they can be.. i remembered one of the nurse.. she's very young.. she talked to me in a friendly manner.. she saw my handphone... she siad to me.."hey.. your phone has nice colour.." then after that.. she showed hers.. we got the same phone model.. haa.. furthermore.. she's very gentle.. not only the one who talked to me.. almost all of them.. are super gentle..
I met one of the staff nurse.. she is in charge of taking the blood.. to prepare the patients for the operation.. then as she's putting the needle in me.. she's so gentle to the extent that i can't even feel her touching on my skin... maybe she's scared that i will be pain.. hehe..
in the past.. my perception for nurses is that they are unfriendly.. rough.. just doing their job.. and no passion for it.. think this event really changed my perception towards the nurses...
Without them.. think that my stay in SGH will be terrible..
there are many times where the patients are in difficulty.. they'll try their best to clear the problem for them.. in the ward.. i remember in one of the nights.. the nurses attended to this patient for almost one hour.. but after that... she doesn't looked as if anyone has offended her.. she still continue to work as per normal..
there are too many things that cannot be described through just these few words... really too many.. too diffcult.. but overall.. i am happy.. with the services that the nurses and the doctors gave... it's so professional.. so efficient.. like it alot...
i think that only when one experiences it.. then will understand how i feel.. hehe.. i'm really grateful to the nurses and doctors there.. thanks alot... :)
&lovin' Bb at 10:57 PM♥
I'm Back Home
Yeah.. finally.. I’m back home.. safely.. hehe.. no need to worry about me.. I’m alright.. hehe..
These few days has been very challenging for me.. before I go to the hospital.. I told myself.. just treat this as another chalet.. the days will pass by very fast.. don’t worry.. hehe…
Day 1 (Thursday)
Today.. I woke up early.. start to pack my stuffs… get ready to go to hospital.. I brought a lot of things.. really felt like going for a holiday like that…
My parents and pui accompany me to go to hospital.. we took a taxi there.. reached there at 1:30 exactly.. went “check-in” at the admin office.. got the ward at 2:30…
Then we walked to the ward.. is at Ward 58.. I saw Dr Yong there.. he called me the day before.. he say he’s supposed be in charge to take care of me and all the admin stuff.. he explained to my parents all the procedures that I need to go through these few days.. he said that tonight 12am onwards.. I’m not supposed to eat nor drink until the op is over.. even swallowing saliva also cannot.. cause if those food and water in my stomach was not being digested during the op.. it’ll be terrible.. cause during the op.. the stomach will stop functioning.. and the food and water will start to flow backwards towards my mouth.. if it get into my lungs.. I might need to stay in hospital for the next 2 weeks…
Then he also said the fastest I can go out of the hospital is Sunday morning.. no shorter.. but can be longer la.. hehe.. then he said that during Friday night I will stay in ICU…sounds serious huh.. hehe… if everything’s alright.. I can shift back to normal ward on Saturday..
He also explained quite a lot of stuffs regarding the op itself.. too much to go through everything.. some of the important things he said is that.. after the op.. don’t be alarmed that you’ll be in a different place… and I have to know that my teeth gonna be tied up.. cause to ensure the bones can recover back as fast as possible.. they have to tie my teeth to prevent any movements of my mouth..
After that.. he left.. and Jennifer and KaiLi came and visit me.. that’s one of the highlights of the day… hehe.. they came and visit me.. I’m very touched.. they really spent time with me.. and talk to me.. I’m really happy at that time.. but I find myself quite blur at that time.. cause I brought my sketch book to draw.. and when the doctor put the plug.. the doctor put it on my right hand.. then now I dare not draw using my right hand.. hehe.. kinda not get used to it..
After that.. it’s my dinner time.. that time is quite fun also.. Jennifer, KaiLi and Pui fed me.. hehe.. felt like a queen at that time.. hehe… felt quite paiseh also.. cause in that ward.. I’m the only young patient around.. the rest are all grandma’s… then I they insist to feed me.. hehe.. ;)
After dinner.. I went downstairs with my parents, Pui, Jennifer and KaiLi go eat dinner.. we went to the foodcourt downstairs to eat.. thinking of that.. I quite regretted.. cause I didn’t eat much at that time lei.. cause that time I not hungry.. and somemore I got no mood to eat more.. I should have ate.. now I cannot eat.. sob sob…
Anyway.. after dinner.. KaiLi and Jennifer left.. really happy that they stayed with me for so long.. hehe..
After that.. my parents and Pui accompany me back to the ward.. then they stayed there till 9 plus like that.. when they are leaving.. I couldn’t take it anymore.. I cried.. cause I gonna miss them.. I missing home already.. I thought to myself,” you are already a big girl le.. should learn to be independent.. don’t cry la.. I thought you say you are treating this as a chalet?? Still cry?? See!! Pui Pui crying now also because of you……… “
Anyway.. that night, I couldn’t get to sleep… many things keep flashing in my mind.. couldn’t remember what things already.. it’s too much.. I only slept for 4 hours that day.. they rest of the time I spent waiting for the time to pass by.. I was very scared that I need to stay for hospital for another two weeks… even after 12 am.. I was thirsty.. I dare not drink.. at most is just a small sip.. hehe.. I can’t imagine the life I’m going to have by staying at the hospital for TWO WEEKS!!!
At night.. I keep walking about and do a lot of things.. read Bible, go toilet, and a lot of stuff la.. trying to let the time pass by faster.. felt abit lonely at that time.. but I know God’s with me.. He’s there to comfort me.. thank God for that.. cause without Him.. I don’t think I have the courage to go for this op…
Day 2 (Friday)
After a long wait.. they sky’s getting brighter.. the day has come.. this is the day!! My parents and Pui came very early.. about 7 plus like that.. and Pui left at 8 like that.. cause she need to go to Ngee Ann for some event.. I gonna miss her.. I cried again.. hehe.. then she cried also and said,” see la.. see me cried also.. I going out one lei.. ”
After that, she left.. about 8:30am like that I was asked to changed to the op clothes.. (don’t know what’s that called.. hehe) after that about some time later about 9 like that.. I the op bed is being pushed in… I got to go.. I went to that bed.. looking at the ceiling.. quite scared.. and quite sad.. I don’t know what will become of me few hours later.. as I was on the way to the op theatre.. the nurse that accompanied me said,” don’t be afraid.. it’s going to be alright..” at that moment.. I was not very afraid of the op.. I cried because I’m going to miss my parents……..
The trip to the op theatre is peaceful.. is quiet.. my mind is blank at that time.. as the bed is being push towards the theatre… I can only see the lights on the ceiling just flash by.. one by one.. after that … I reached a door.. I was being pushed in.. this place is very big.. very spacious… the room is not much decorated… the surrounding make me feel like I’m in a big kitchen like that… a lot of people wore special clothes.. checking through different notes and files.. there is one of them ask for my name, I.C.. and what op I’m going to go through.. hehe.. then after about 10 mins.. I was further being pushed to another place.. I was out of that room.. I came into a corridor.. then I was being pushed into one of the orange doors.. this is a small room.. I think couldn’t even have space to put another bed that I ‘m on.. I could only see a very big spot light above me.. It’s not the usual lights that we see in cartoons and drama series.. it’s just a big round, white spot light at the ceiling.. on my left.. there is a blue cabinet… there is few people doing some admin job there… then I waited there.. then Dr Yong came.. he also dressed like one of them.. all light blue.. the hair and face covered.. he came and talk to me.. he assured me that it’s not going to be pain.. when I wake up.. everything’s over… after that.. a few doctors came also.. one of them is Dr Peck.. the one’s in charge of my case.. he took some last measurements.. making sure that everything is alright.. then another Caucasian doctor came also can’t really see him.. cause I was not wearing specs at that time.. could only see that he’s very young.. think should be in his 20’s .. quite handsome.. hehe..
After that.. I’m in another room.. this room think is about 4 times bigger than the last one.. this is very well lighted.. light blue colour.. got those very high tech feeling.. could hear the machines keep going “beep, beep” and the big spot light that we usually see is here.. there is 3 of them.. then a lot of people crowded around me.. felt so special at that time.. got soooo many people so serious over me.. hehe.. after that someone asked me for my weight.. think is regarding how much they need to put me to sleep ba.. then I don’t know from where came a auntie.. she any how tied my hair.. she used rubber bands to tie my hair you know?? Ouch!
After that … that auntie put some chemicals into my nose.. felt terrible.. the chemicals when into my throat.. can feel my throat went numb.. I keep coughing and coughing… after that I was being given oxygen mask.. oxygen doesn’t smell different lei.. to me… still smell the same.. as I was breathing through the oxygen mask.. that auntie.. (again) put a needle into my right hand ( where the plug is ) just felt that something big keep on pushing through my veins.. a bit pain at that time… after sometime.. felt that my head got some pressures.. and felt my breathing went deeper.. and faster.. my eyes blurred further… after that.. I couldn’t hear much.. only felt that the auntie still inserting the chemical into my vein… after that.. the pressure in my brain sometime increase.. sometime decrease.. after that.. I don’t know what happened next… only remembered when I woke up.. the environment is totally different.. the place is orange in colour.. a small corner.. saw a empty blood packet hanging somewhere near.. I think I went back to sleep a few times.. after that.. when I was more awake.. someone push me out of the room… I saw my dad!! I was so happy.. I’m alright!! Praise the Lord!!
I was being push back to the ward.. I saw a clock.. that time was about 4.45pm.. after that.. next thing I know is that I’m in the ward already.. couldn’t see clearly at all.. felt very drowsy.. I saw bro Valour.. he came and visit me.. saw Pui also.. I can’t remembered what happened that day.. I only could hear vividly.. could hear that bro Valour said that he’s going to leave at 7.. then after that heard him say he’s going to leave at 8.. I’m not very sure what happened.. just a few flashes here and there.. could remember Pui talk to bro Valour at that time…
At night.. I was more awake.. I was given a board to write whatever I want to say.. remember that place is air-con.. 6 bedded also.. my right arm has a stripe that measure blood pressure. And it was being put throughout the whole night.. my finger was being put a clip.. donno what’s that for.. couldn’t move as much that night.. I was given a equipment.. those dentist used to suck the water out of the mouth one..
throughout the night.. could remember there was many times the nurse press some machine that is on my right.. then the machine will count my blood pressure.. remember there’s once a nurse came at took some blood out of my left hand.. she say is for blood test.. then there’s twice someone came and put antibiotics on my left hand.. then after that.. there was once .. someone injected something like painkillers on my left hand.. remember after that.. I got some breathing difficulty.. then I vomited.. imagine you vomit with your mouth closed.. everything is stuck in your own mouth.. you donno how to swallow and how to spit out.. felt super terrible.. after that.. I just went through the night like this.. I woke up.. I thought it was already 6am in the morning.. but I waited and waited.. the sky is still as dark.. I could not see clock.. I’m not wearing specs.. I don’t know the time.. donno how long I waited… the sky got brighter finally…
Day 3 (Saturday)
This day.. early in the morning think should be around 7 plus like that ba.. Dr Peck, Dr Yong came and visit me… the first thought is that.. they live in the hospital one is it?? So early can reach hospital.. they looked at me.. and Dr Peck keep saying.. it’s very nice.. very good.. then he smiled at me and said.. later going to take the vacuum out from you.. you’ll feel better and later you can take a look at yourself…
After that Dr Yong added that he’s going to help me clean my mouth when I go to the clinic about 9 plus later…then they all left…
After that.. Pui and my dad came… after some time my dad said he’s going to work.. and he left.. Pui stayed with me throughout.. she said mum will be coming later.. she’s bringing Hei Hei (rabbit) to see doctor.. Pui saw many doctors came into the room and check on different patients.. then she commented that my doctor didn’t come.. so lazy.. then I wrote to her that he came before .. he’s the earliest.. hehe.. wah.. so proud my doctor at that time..
After that.. one female doctor came.. and she ask me to walk about.. she wants me to exercise.. she said she’s a physiologist (Wu Li Zhi Liao Shi) she say she doesn’t want me to stay on bed.. she teach me how to get up from bed and I stood up.. felt giddy at that time.. cause I heard from doctor I don’t have enough blood in me.. the blood count only got 9 point something.. very little… quite dangerous also.. after sometime.. I changed into a new set of clothes.. then was being pushed to a clinic some distance away.. I couldn't see clearly.. Pui was with me at that time… I waited outside the clinic.. after that.. I saw Dr Yong there.. he clean my mouth and teach me how to drink.. and he did an X-ray… after the clinic.. felt slightly better .. though I’m still a bit giddy.. Dr Yong said I must drink as much as possible.. so that I can recover faster..
After that I went back to the ward.. after about 12 plus ba… Bro Valour, Ling Ling, Jeremy came… Ling Ling gave me cookies.. haha.. looking forward to eat it.. hehe.. I’m really happy that they made an effort to come all the way here to visit me.. hehe… that time.. I feel quite sad.. as they can go for service.. can enjoy.. then I cannot.. I need to stay back here.. hai~~ so sad.. anyway.. I change to normal ward at around 3 like that.. and my mum accompany me… after that Shuen and Wei Liang came.. Shuen gave me flowers.. this is the first time someone gave me flowers wor.. real flowers some more.. I like it a lot.. she said that she know I like pink.. then the flowers is wrapped in pink also.. hehe..
She gave me famous amos cookies .. (how come people like to give cookie nowadays.. strange.. ) and she also gave me 2 magazines… hehe…really nice of her.. I like it a lot.. read through it again and again..
Can see that she’s sad when she saw me like this.. I can understand how she feels.. hehe.. really very touched to know friends who really cared about me.. after that.. about evening time ba.. they left..
Then after that.. my mum stayed with me.. till 10 plus.. I’m really touched that my mum stayed until so late.. just to accompany me.. and my dad came to find me at 10.. I’m really glad that I got so many people that really cared for me.. I felt that I’m really blessed.. really must thank God for that..
Hai~~ I wonder how was the service.. think that the service just ended.. I really want to go… miss church….. …. I want to go…. But… hai~~~…
Day 4 (Sunday)
About 7am like that.. Dr Yong came visit me… he’s so early again.. hehe.. he asked me about my condition.. whether I have any breathing difficulties and whether I can drink well or not.. he told me Dr Peck will come and see me later.. if he see that I’m alright.. I can go home~!
This is one of the greatest news I heard.. I want to go home!!
After that.. my dad came.. then I told him the good news… can see that he’s very happy also.. after that.. Dr Peck came and looked at me.. then after a short conversation.. he allow me to go home.. about 8 plus.. I was so eager to go home.. I changed back to my own clothes and get ready to go home… but I still need to wait for my mum to finish her service then can come and fetch me up.. my dad will be going for work.. but before my dad left.. I suddenly feel like vomit.. then this feeling sustained for quite some time.. then my dad approached the nurse.. the nurse said that if the problem still persist later.. she think that it’s advisable for me to stay for another day..
No way that’s going to happen man!! No~! I’m not staying here… that time I really panicked.. I really don’t want to stay here.. I prayed to God almost immediately for a speedy recovery.. and true enough.. God’s faithful.. He answered my prayers.. after 10 mins like that.. the feeling died down slowly.. yeah~~~ nothing can stop me now..
Sitting down there and wait to go home.. time pass by super slow… slower than anyone can imagine.. ……
I keep looking at the door of the ward.. then finally.. I saw someone familiar looking.. Yeah~! I can go home~! My mum and my aunt’s here.. they came and help me do the papers for the discharge and accompany me to go to pharmacy to get the medicine..
I feel that.. it’s really a blessing to be able to talk.. able to open the mouth… to eat.. to drink.. and do a lot of things… cause on the way to pharmacy.. the pharmacy is just a few steps away.. I told them by pointing the pharmacy to them.. then they don’t believe me and said that there is more pharmacy elsewhere.. that’s not the one.. then we end up walked one big round.. then go back to the same place… felt quite agitated at that time.. why she don’t believe me? (I really don’t want to waste time exercising here.. I want to go home… I’m very eager to go home… )
That whole day.. my temper is a little hot.. maybe it’s because I need to adjust my life.. I need to learn a new way of communicating.. or maybe it’s because I’m just tired.. tired of many things.. stay in hospital.. not seeing my friends.. church.. everything.. I think I’m really tired.. .. so tired… I want to take a break…
Finally.. I reached home.. I think I’m really tired.. I slept almost the whole day…but at night.. I couldn’t get to sleep.. got a little breathing difficulty.. I want to open my mouth.. this is so uncomfortable…
&lovin' Bb at 10:49 PM♥
Nice day eating.. and Tomorrow's e DAY~!
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
wah... today's so so so so so so fun~~~ hehe.. love it..
today met up with Jennifer.. we go Ramen Ten at Level One eat... the food there is nice.. i ate Norwegian Salmon with fries (erm.. think i spelt it wrongly.. hehe.. so sorry.. ), Japanese Don (Rice), Seafood Miso Soup, and Home Made Barley... then Jennifer ate Teriyaki Chicken Don set with Gyoza, Fried Shrimp Roll, Miso Soup, and Home Made Barley..
i really enjoyed the time we two ate together.. is fun.. hehe.. anyway.. for those Bak Gua fans.. good news.. the Teriyaki Chicken Don that Jennifer ate tasted just like Bak Gua.. think the chef is also a Bak Gua fan.. hehe
anyway.. i'm so full at that time.. can bearly move.. hehe... then after that.. we walk around... just to do some window shopping.. :) after that.. we left Level One.. really got nothing to do at that time.. so i thought of walking to Somerset.. (Wow..) hehe.. then after that.. Chris called.. then is like so qiao.. Jennifer and me is at C.K Tang at that time and he was just on the other side of the road.. then after that we go accompany him buy jazz shoes..
you know what.. the jazz shoes is cool man! hehe.. nice.. like it alot.. but is also very expensive.. the one Chris bought cost more than $100.. (wah.. rich sia.. ) but afterall.. is a worthwhile investment la.. he dancer ma.. hehe
anyway.. after that.. we stay at orchard for a while.. went Mac eat.. then go DFS act tourist.. hehe.. actually i didn't know that DFS sells Singapore T-Shirts that is sooooooo nice.. it's cool.. :) imagine you walking around with e "Singapore" T-Shirts.. wow.. nice lei.. hehe.. after that Chris left, Jennifer and Me went back to Far East again.. hehe.. we go take Neoprint.. hehe.. so fun.. but the lights are to bright le.. one of my eye like disappearing like that.. scary.. hehe..
but really fun lei.. hehe.. took Neo print with Jen.. hehe.. happy...
after that we went home..
hai~~ suddenly thought of tomorrow.. tomorrow is the day.. i will go to hospital.. oh.. i'll miss my church, my cell group, my dear dear sister (Pui Pui), my mum's cooking, my rabbit (Hui Hui!!!!!), and my bed.. etc etc etc... i'll miss all my friends.. miss dance.. oh.. can't list all..
looking forward for tomorrow.. but on the other hand.. don't feel like going also.. hai~~
oh ya.. just now in e morning.. one of the doctor in SGH called.. his name is Dr Yong.. he's very friendly.. he's in charge of taking care of me and all the admin stuffs.. hehe.. he reminded me tomorrow i need to be warded.. and he tell me all the procedures needed for tomorrow.. hehe.. he's specific and detailed... :) very good.. enjoyed talking to him..
hai~~~ dunno what will happen from tomorrow onwards... hope everything goes out well.. hehe.. :)
&lovin' Bb at 9:20 PM♥
Right Inside # 001
Sunday, November 07, 2004
There you go~ this the the first release of the series about me.. hehe..
In this article.. you know more about where i come from and etc...
hehe.. for some of you will know.. initially.. I'm not a Singaporean.. I was born in Hong Kong.. hehe.. my parents decided to come to Singapore and stay here when i was five.. still could remember the first time i sat on an aeroplane.. it's fun.. i remember i came to singapore with my mum and sister first.. then my dad join us later...
the first time i sat on the plane.. my mum sat at the window of the plane and i sat beside her.. still could remember i look out the window on my left.. and saw planes travelling about (that was when i'm still at the old hong kong airport... my sister is only 2 years old at that time.. she's really adorable and cute... first time when she sat on the plane.. she cried.. she's really LOUD.. my mum keep asking her not to cry.. so funnie..
the first airplane experience was fun and exciting.. and to me.. it's very special.. as i'm moving to a totally new environment, and a new country that i never been before.. and leaving my relatives that really loved me alot.. going to a place, a special place.. where i know great friends here.. and i can meet God..
being a Christian now.. i looked back.. i find that everything is really very interesting.. i came all the way from Hong Kong.. and reach here.. so that i can meet God.. i wonder if what will my life be if i continue to stay in HK.. will my life be a mess? will i be able to know my heavenly Father by this time?
anyway.. i like it here.. and i thank God that He brought me here.. to know so many wonderful people.. and i know a great church, most importantly, i got to know a great God.. my God.. Jesus Christ.. who saved my life..
anyway.. back to the story.. i came to singapore and i stay in my relative's house.. but i can't remember i stayed for how long.. i met up with dad.. and after that we moved house.. to somewhere near toa payoh.. this is a place where i spent my K1 years.. hehe.. still remembered since young... i like to perform.. when i'm still in HK, i remember i performed once in my kindergarden, alone!! and besides that.. there was once i perform in some outdoor event.. i was being dressed up like a rabbit.. a white one.. everytime when my sister and i look through the photos taken.. she'll always say," hahaha.. FAT rabbit..' cause at that time.. i was quite well fed.. hehe.. i was quite round at that time.. hehe..
then after that when i came to Singapore, when i'm still in K1, i performed in one of the CC near Toapayoh.. a group dance.. hehe..
since young.. i got many performing experiences.. hehe.. i find it really fun and exciting.. :)
&lovin' Bb at 1:11 PM♥
Friday, November 05, 2004
me again.. strange lei.. who took this photo one ar?? took so near and i didn't realise it.. i must be very blur.. hehe.. anyway.. i wonder who took this.. so skillful sia.. took without my knowledge.. this was one of the cell group outing (phew... luckily the pose is not very ugly.. hehe.. )
&lovin' Bb at 1:29 PM♥
hehe.. this is pui, jen and me.. erm.. wah liew... adrian spoiler one lei.. sian~~
&lovin' Bb at 1:24 PM♥
Super Woman!
hehe... i just came back from SGH.. just now went donate blood for myself.. it's for the operation one la.. need to use my own blood to replenish during the op. last friday i also did the samething.. went for the pre admission testing.. went for x ray and stuff.. quite ma fan... but luckily the nurses there are very friendly and helpful.. :)
the nurse that do autologous blood transfusion (that's what they call it.. aiyoh.. so chim) is very caring.. very helpful.. chatted with her as if knew her for quite some time like that.. hehe.. then she's also very gentle la.. felt very relieved.. cause i always thought that nurses are v violent one.. but this staff nurse really change my thinking towards e nurses.. :)
just now i went to see her again.. first thing she ask me is that,"what you eat for this pass week ar?" then after that she continue...," your blood count didn't change much from last week.. what did you eat?"
after that i realised that my blood count before last week donation was 12.4 ... then today is 12.3.. only drop 0.1... she said usually people who donated blood.. after a week.. their blood count usually will drop 1 like that.. and she's surprised that i recover so fast.. :) then she added,"i think your body must be very good.. can recover back so fast.. " hehe.. so happy at that time... :) healthy lei..
after that, i went for the donation.. chatted with her again.. talk throughout the whole process... hehe.. so fun...
after everything.. i walk towards the shuttle bus stop and i saw jennifer msg me.. hehe.. then she say that if i continue to donate.. i'll become super woman.. cause after blood donation.. your body will produce a better blood.. haha..
jennifer is so funnie.. :)
&lovin' Bb at 1:20 PM♥
me and my "twin" .. hehe.. really happy to know her.. :)
&lovin' Bb at 1:11 PM♥
currently putting this as my friendster photo...
&lovin' Bb at 1:09 PM♥
this is me wor!! i'm in school's computer lab.. after human resource management presentation.. VICTORY~!
&lovin' Bb at 1:06 PM♥
Yeah... finally.. Exams are over~~ Praise the LORD!
Thursday, November 04, 2004
haha... after weeks and weeks of endurance.. finally.. this is the DAY.. haha.. I'm Free!!
Muahaha.. it's so wonderful.. still could remember the times where i was half awake and go through the lecture notes till late at night and wake up earlier to study again.. finally.. I have made it..
For the last paper.. i think most of my fellow classmates are in holiday mood le.. some of them didn't even studied for the exams.. the module is Customer Communication and Visual Merchandising (CCVM).. sounds chim hor?? this module is one of the subject that i like the most... cause there is a bit of DESIGNING~ my favourite..
in the module, they got talk about the different types of window display.. it's really fun.. then i also have a chance to design a window display for my school's shop, "The Retail Place".. it's so fun that time.. besides that.. the module also taught us colours.. like what is the colour wheel and differnt types of colour combination in the colour wheel.. etc..
besides that.. it also taught us the different types of advertising media.. and the pros and cons for usage of different types of media...
everything is so fun fun fun in this module.. hehe.. love it..
anyway... too much sidetrack.. if you want to know me more... look out for a series coming out soon.. where i'll talk more about myself.. the things i like, dislike, my life, my background, etc......
go back to the exam day.. that day hor.. i saw some of them sleeping in the exam hall you know?? that time was just the beginning of the papers.. then i heard that the friend of mine.. who slept in the exam at the starting of the paper.. said that the invigilator.. woke him up when he was sleeping.. haha.. then he was quite angry about it..
i was amazed that one can risk the danger of forwarding the module and sleep in the exams.. i think he's really in holiday mood le..
as for me... i really tried my best.. though this module is my favourite subject, but this one also has one of the most amount of work to study and revise... the lecture notes is so so wordy... and i can't miss out any part of the notes as the questions might come out from a small little corner of the notes and will demand you 10 marks like that.. i really tried my best le... hope everything turn out well... hehe...
&lovin' Bb at 5:31 PM♥
i'll never forget Nokia..
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
hai~~~ so sian.. so sian.. my phone spoiled suddenly.. just now i was doing my last minute revision (opps.. ).. and i was msging pui and shuen at that time also.. then i got a sudden thought that my phone is really fantastic.. love it a lot.. so long le.. still totally alright..
you know what.. i find that hand phones cannot be praised.. just when i finish that.. i suddenly realised that some of the buttons has no response when i press it.. okie.. then i off it loh.. usually people will off it when problem comes one mah.. then i let it rest for 10 sec like that then i on it again.. hai~~ when it's being switched on.. the screen keep showing the volume page.. the page where i adjust the volume of the phone... very funnie one lei.. it's like there is a invisible hand keep pressing the volume.. keep pressing the volume to the softest.. then i could go to other pages.. it just stay there.. when i press to increase the volume.. the volume will go back to the softest by itself... hai~~ then i tell pui that my phone spoiled.. then she help me to change the SIM card and see how.. keep checking and changing for about 30 mins like that.. the problem is still there.. hai~ so sad.. my phone declare spoiled..
then shuen knew that my phone spoiled liao.. then she suggest me to borrow extra phone from wei liang.. at first i hestiated.. but looking at the situation.. and i know i don't have hand phone will surely die.. i agreed.. and she's very helpful.. she help me ask wei liang... :)
i will definately won't forget nokia phone.. hehe... so memorable.. hai~~
although i have this bad experience with nokia.. but i think i will still gonna buy nokia phone.. cause i find it very user friendly.. and also because i got used to the system of the phone already.. and besides.. causeway point also got nokia shop.. i can go there repair my phone.. very convenient.. :)
&lovin' Bb at 11:34 PM♥
One more to go.. jia you!!
Monday, November 01, 2004
today i just finished with my human resource paper... i consider this subject is one of the least that i studied... i really got no time to study and yet need to remember so much in such a short time... hehe.. if i really need to study everything.. i don't have the time.. so i need to give up on some topics..
honest speaking.. some of the topics i didn't studied at all.. topics like compensation and employment act.. i didn't even touch it.. hehe.. cause i studied at the first stack of lecture notes .. those topic that i didn't study is second book..
i just feel God tell me that i really really need to study the first book.. and i spent the yesterday study the first book.. for the second book.. i just flip through during my trip from jurong east to e exam hall.. about 20 mins like that ba.. at first i thought i must be crazy.. why i don't care about the second one..i was asking myself.. is this really God's voice?? what if it's not?? if not then jia lat le...
then before we all go into the exam hall.. i start to panick.. is like all my classmates got study the second book loh.. only got me didn't study.. cause they all say,' 2nd book sure will come out alot one.. cause is at e back mah..' but anyway.. no time to study at that time.. study also no use.. then i went in to exam..
to my surpirse.. when i flip through the exam papers.. almost 80% of the questions are from book one... haha.. i was so so so happy that i studied that.. thank God.. He really helped me and gave me tips.. haha... so so so happy.. only got about 20 something marks that i remembered are from the second book.. thank God!! He really help me to pull through my exams.. :) so happy.. but i don't know how much i will get la.. but no matter what's the grade for my results.. i still wanna thank God.. cause He's always be there to help me..
after the exams.. i felt relieved.. as only got one more paper to go and i will be free! yeah!! so happy.. haha.. looking forward for thursday morning.. hehe..
&lovin' Bb at 2:23 PM♥
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