sian.....
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Oh man, I know this thing will look so small when I look back in future. But now, this thing is a BIG issue for me.
Jen and I took on operation role for the next 2 months (hopefully is either 2 months or less). Last few days been going to various training sessions. I learnt a lot of things about SAP operation. Description: tedious and a lot of steps
One tenant account opening would need at least 30mins for me to key in all the info. Imagine if a building has few hundred tenants, how long would it take?
Today I wanted to finish account opening for one building, total 9 tenants. Till 7.30pm, I only managed to do 2. Because when I do half way, many people, both internal and external ask me do a lot of things. Tenant wants account opening/termination by today. So need to arrange for the asap date. Got one tenant even scolded me for it. Funny thing is one landlord even don’t know our known-for-long-time procedures!
Then today Jen on MC, then I need to cover for her. I’m okie with that. But internal staff keep ask me do her things which is not so urgent. On my hands I already have TONS of things to do. Some people sent an email already then walk over, saying things like, ‘oh just want to walk over and let you know verbally that it’s a lot of things to do.’ When I say she’s not around, then they roll eyes. Do I need to see your attitude?
Then got one obviously not very urgent cause the other party sure takes long time. The person sort of forces me to send the email over to the other party to take action. Reason being it will affect the billing for the whole building.
How could I finish my stuff when the whole world keeps chasing me for things?!?!?!?
Landlord also calls me and asks me for updates. I have no time to call for en-bloc at all, so now I need to pacify him. I sort of got a scolding from him and chase me die die I must give him an update by tomorrow.
I was feeling so overwhelmed by all the work that’s on my table. It’s been weeks since I last saw a nice, clean table. Feeling so demoralized, feeling so stressed, feeling like throwing in the towel. Feel like just throw everything on the table, take my bag and leave.
I know in my heart that with time, I can do operation things faster. But now, I was feeling quite stress out. My progress is much slower than what I expected. Things are piling up.
I finally broke down during lunch time. I have no appetite to eat at all, so many things to do. Decided to skip lunch and try to do operation issues. E walked over asks me whether I am okay and whether do I want to go for lunch. All the suppressed unhappiness all come up at the same time, I couldn’t take it anymore. Tears start to ooze out from my eyes. I throw my headset and ran to the toilet. I know E they all are very shocked to see me like this. I was shocked myself too. I washed my face, after a while I go back, they are still there. E said DGM will talk to me later.
Anyway after lunch, E bring me go staff lounge to talk to me. I cried again. I told her there are too many things for me to do. I told her although she said we can ask KAM to help out when things get overloaded, but how to ask boss to help you clear your stuff? I told her I find it’s difficult for me to do so. I sort of complained about D that he sometimes will pass LL staff to me.
After that E told D about it. D of course walked over. First time he look at me and really look concerned. Nvm lah. Think he still need time to learn.
Anyway, I worked till 7.30pm, DGM spoke to me. she said they are arranging for replacement asap. Trying to see whether temp is able to help. But they would need sometime to pick up.
Hai~ anyway, I keep trying my very best to encourage myself. Not sure whether this self encouragement can last for how long…
&lovin' Bb at 10:14 PM♥
2 Year Bond
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Not sure whether I want to get the education grant. I calculated, the total school fees paid is about $13,000. Then earlier I have already spent my flexible benefit to claim school fees.
So effectively, I am only able to claim $11,000 should the grant approve. Is it worth it to bond myself for 2 years just for $11,000?
hmmm.. think I don't wanna get the claim liao lah.. give myself some flexibility.. :P
&lovin' Bb at 8:30 PM♥
Random Tots
Friday, July 17, 2009
What will the future be? Suddenly felt that human are really so full of flaws. So many mistakes, so many things that we could do better, so many of us are so fixed to our old ways and keep on doing it. Why we can’t just learn from mistakes and move on? Why people would keep doing something that is so unbalanced? Why people would still keep on repeating the same mistakes and act as if nothing has happened? Why people can learn to be so fake? I wonder who taught us to be so.
Why it is so difficult to change? When would things get better?
I feel so irritated. I want to change. Fast.
&lovin' Bb at 12:37 AM♥
sick bug.. attack~!!!
Thursday, July 16, 2009
These few days been not feeling well. Felt like puking and headache. Not sure what’s wrong with me. Went to the doctor yesterday but the medicine has no effect on me. It’s not a full blown sickness, and I don’t like this feeling. Help~!
&lovin' Bb at 12:37 AM♥
Bridal Package
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Morning Bb went service together with me. We had lunch at Subway. After that, we went to his house to put down his stuff before we head out again.
We wanted to take a look at the bridal packages. We have no intention to buy at all. We just want to see and compare which package is good.
We went to marina square. As promised by Bb, he treat me watch Ice Age 3. Hooray!~ after that, we walked over to the portion that has some bridal shops.
The first shop we went is Golden Horse Awards. I don’t like that sales staff, she keep talking nonsense staff which I am not interested at all. She said things like what are they going to have, what other customers did, etc. we asked her whether does she have any AD packages, she was not helpful at all and she said the only option we have is ala-carte.
We left shortly after of course. When we are out of the shop for less than 10 secs, another guy from neighboring shop approached us. That guy and the sales staff inside the shop keep commenting Bb have very young face (sound like I have old face and they don’t dare to say anything.. bleah)
We were at the shop for more than 3 hours, the sales staff tried his best to psycho us to buy the packages. He gave a lot of freebies and additional services. After that, I tried on the gown for fun. When I first walked out, I felt so nervous cause everyone was staring at me. Bb said the shop was very noisy at first, when I walked out; all of them went silent and looked at me. *blush*
The second time I tried, the attention was not so great cause two other brides-to-me are also outside showing off their gown to their friends and family.
Anyway, we bought the package. Bb saw on online forum, the service provided by this bridal shop was good so far.
After that, we went to watch Ice Age 3 (3D). I love the movie! However the 3D effects are not a lot though.
&lovin' Bb at 12:34 AM♥
sick sick me..
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Owww.. I’m sick. I missed service today. Sian. Feeling feverish, tired, muscle ache, flu.
Oh God, I want healing soon~~~
&lovin' Bb at 12:34 AM♥
2 year and 3rd month anniversary
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Today is our 2 year and 3rd month anniversary. I want to get something nice for Bb as anniversary present.
During lunch time, I went to Robinsons and Centrepoint to see whether I can find anything that Bb can use. I bought 1 bottle of Vitamin C, 2 boxes of briefs. I wrapped separately into 3 items.
Recently Bb has been super busy with his work. He needs to stay back for OT almost every single day. So I decided to drop by his workplace to pass him these 3 surprises and hope that I can cheer him up despite of the pile of work he has to do.
However, he said he’s free to meet me. So I decided to pass him the surprises when I about to head for home.
We went to Tampines 1 Kim Gary eat. Among so many HK style restaurants in Singapore, I find that Kim Gary has the best Hong Kong taste.
After dinner, Bb spotted the bag that I was holding. He wanted to look at it and I told him it’s a secret and he was not allowed to see. As usual, this aroused his curiosity. Many times he almost snatched it away from me!
After a while, he grew tired of it and said we not supposed to have secrets between us. I felt so guilty and I decided to pass him the bag way before my planned time.
Bb sends me home today. On the bus, he has his gift opening ceremony. It’s so fun to see Bb so excited about the present. When Bb saw the briefs, he got so excited and raised the box up and wanted to let everyone on the bus to share his joy. I think he has the guts to do it because we sat at the last row of the bus. bleah. No one will see it anyway. But he’s so cute!!!
&lovin' Bb at 12:32 AM♥
Econs assignment
Sunday, July 05, 2009
We have to complete a 3000words assignment by today! Oh man~~ how to finish everything within one day?
Bb borrowed laptop from his brother. Bb concentrated to do his learning journal while I concentrated to do the main assignment. Thank God Bb managed to find another friend to give him some pointers for the main assignment, if not I sure couldn’t finish.
We worked the whole day till 3am, I went to sleep. Then Bb worked till 6.30am and just in time to wake me up to go work while he takes a short nap.
Hopefully Bb will do well in his assignment and final exams! All the best~
Psst. Bb promised me to treat me watch Ice Age 3 as reward for my hard work. Hee.. Looking forward to it.
&lovin' Bb at 12:32 AM♥
Sweet Sweet Bb
Saturday, July 04, 2009
Bb is so sweet. After service, we made our way to his home. Tomorrow is going to be a long day because we need to complete his econs assignment together.
While waiting for train, Bb suddenly got so excited and wants me to hear something. So he took out his PSP and headset.
1st song is something like there’s a person that was so caring and loved the singer. The person was so good that it’s just like an angel that has stepped into the singer’s life.
2nd song was sung by Phua Chu Kang, I think is one of the songs in the musical. PCK sang this song to his wife.
When I’m listening to the songs, Bb mimic and as if he’s the one singing it.
I not sure why, I cried, in the train!
I was feeling very touched by Bb’s action. Although it’s only some simple songs, but can see that Bb meant from his heart. And I didn’t know that I really meant so much to him, and I also didn’t know that his life was so good when I stepped into his life.
These 2 years, there are many happy moments. And there are times that I also made Bb angry, worried, anxious, sad, etc etc. so many things has happened. To me, I know I can do more and his girlfriend. I could be more loving, more caring, more understanding, etc. I didn’t know I still meant so much to Bb all these while. I feel honored and humbled at the same time.
I’m thankful to have Bb in my life too~
&lovin' Bb at 11:45 PM♥