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    First day of work
    Monday, January 31, 2005

    priase the Lord~! today i had my first day of work in pastamania.. hehe.. today's really a very exciting day.. hehe.. i learnt alot today..

    at first.. before the work.. i don't know what to do at all.. thank God the colleagues there are very friendly... hehe..

    then Chun Han, a full-timer, was on duty today with me.. he taught what i need to do throughout the whole 4 hours duty.. really learnt alot from him. thank God for him.. if not.. i think i will have a hard time doing everything. hehe..

    this is my first official job. last time i had some "working experiences".. just helping out with my mum.. but this is the first time i'm working for someone who is not my relative.. hehe.. kinda stressed out at first.. cause need to remember alot of things.. for example.. need to recognise different pastas, different food on the menu.. the procedures of closing.. how to serve customers, like what needs to be done, etc etc..

    i don't think i did a good job today.. hehe.. not pro active enough.. hehe.. will try harder next time..

    today got one customer ask me what soup for today.. i don't know how to answer.. jia lat... hai~~ then after that i go to counter check out.. so paiseh.. then after that got another ask me.. haha.. this time i know how to answer le..

    jennifer working with me this thurs.. really looking forward to it.. hehe.. :) i think this is gonna be fun~
    &lovin' Bb at 11:58 PM♥
    What's the true meaning of relationships?
    Friday, January 28, 2005

    suddenly thought of boy-girl relationships. i felt people are still very imatured in doing things. i felt that a relationship is a mutual commitment. and sometimes i asked my friends ,"when you're having a relationship, have you thought about the future?" many will reply that they never thought of anything. i don't understand why they didn't thought of that.. i thought future is very important? there's isn't a mutual goal to work with. many people just live for today... Bible is really true la.. it says without a vision, people perish. i felt that same goes for relationships. without a vision, a future to work with, the relationship will not last long.

    maybe some want to have a relationship because they want an experience, a nice memory together and never thought much about the future. maybe some did, i don't know..

    besides that, sometimes i find that i have come across many peole who has relationships, and sometimes what they did sometimes kinda childish (sorry for being a bit too straight forward). i don't know what's the reason for that. i think maybe i'm no position to comment, cos i've never went into relationship before. i don't know what's a relationship like, to be honest. but if that's what a relationship is about, i will think twice to get into one.

    i heard many will just quarell with very minor things.. and get really angry over that for a very long time. i felt that many times these quarells are not necessary at all, if people are muture enough to deal with the problem. sometimes i was wondering why people still want to continue a relationship if they know that there isn't a future (that you know that you'll definately break off anytime, depends on the time). maybe they find it a joy to quarell with their partner ba.. or maybe many find themselves too comfortable or to get used to the relationship, or maybe some felt that they want to continue in the hope of changing their partner in the process, or maybe some choose to continue cos they feel that they can't let go this relationship, cos he/she really love their partner soooo much. to me, that's not love, that's lust.

    i don't know why i suddenly want to write all this. i really seen alot of examples, 2 imatured people get together. in the start, everyday is full of joy. but as time goes by, they start to quarell over many things and in the end broke up. both of them felt so bitter in them for a very long time.

    i don't see a point here at all.

    but of course i also seen many couples in my church. they get together, serve God together, there are many times they also quarelled, but everything turn out well for them.

    anyway, to me, God will always be my first pirority. No matter what decision i make, God will always be the most important One i'll thought of. i will not do anything that will affect my relationship with God.
    &lovin' Bb at 11:07 AM♥
    My God~

    Suddenly have a thought.. suddenly i heard many people says their friends back slided. and some not doing really well in the Lord. i felt it's really heart breaking. imagine the friends around you and go to church with you are no longer there with you. and they've missed a whole lot of adventure with God.

    To me, everyday with God is really a great adventure. everyday i wake up i will thought of what God will in store for me each day. He's always faithful and He will always provide.

    I felt that Christianity is more than just a religion. Christianity is to have a relationship with God, and have a very personal walk with Him. Every day of my walk with Him is always so peaceful, so calm, so satisfied. When times i'm alone, i know that i'm not lonely as He's always be there with me. Every day with Him will be a great adventure. He'll teach me different things, and i'm truly amazed that His wisdom is really no end to it. every time i in need to make decisions, He'll always direct me, and everytime things will turn out better than what i expected.

    besides that, everytime i encounter a problem and when i have overcome it, i find myself grown, more matured. It's really a joy to be with my Lord, Jesus. with Him with me, there's nothing much a can ask for.
    &lovin' Bb at 9:19 AM♥
    Entrepreneur interview
    Wednesday, January 26, 2005

    wah~~ stressed.. later i will go for a entrepreneur concentration interview.. tell ya the story..

    recently, my school offered a new programme.. it's called entrepreneur concentration.. it only allow a very selective group (about 20 people only..) to go in to study.. and this course helps you to learn the hands-on skills to set up a business, etc etc.. i really thank God that i have a chance to sign up and i know God will direct me..

    Setting up a business of my own has always been my dream.. hee.. i really hope that i can get into this course.. :)

    okie la.. got to go.. really pray hard that i will perform well later.. see ya~~ will let ya know e results asap.. :)
    &lovin' Bb at 3:09 PM♥
    Performance.. stressed...
    Monday, January 24, 2005

    really cannot take it le.. hai~ this whole week will be sooooo busy for me..

    monday: nothing much to do.. thank God for that.. but need to study for exams.. wah.. got alot to study you know? i have a CA on thurs and fri.. both really need to study.. especially business law.. hee..

    tuesday: need to go for dance class.. cause still got alot of dance steps haven't learnt yet. the dance steps are for sec school's CNY performance.. until now.. many things not finalised yet.. costumes.. dance steps.. even the programme haven't really well planned.. wah.. must really jia you le.. hai~~

    wednesday: anyway.. continue.. wednesday will be meeting kaili to plan something.. and after that go for bible study at bible house.. (really looking forward for the bible study.. hehe..)

    thursday: need to go for QA test.. after that test... need to study for blaw test.. hai~~ stressed.. haven't study yet...

    friday: haha.. blaw test.. wah.. so stressed.. hehe..

    saturday: haha.. favourite day of the week.. can go for service to praise and worship God.. able to meet up with my dear cell group members.. :) it's so fun...

    sunday: another favourite day.. go for church dance class.. after every lesson.. i'll always felt i dance a bit better.. hehe..

    everyday are all packed with many events.. although stressed.. but i find it quite enjoyable.. hehe.. i rather to have alot of things to do and be productive, than not doing anything and waste my time away...

    still remember during last year.. joined Emerge Talentime.. that time is really a time that really help me grow more.. though that time is really very tiring.. but i grow alot spiritually, and besides that, i realised my capacity has increased alot due to Emerge..

    cause that time.. there are many things need to do.. admin stuffs.. do costumes.. dance practises.. rehearsals till way past midnight sometimes..

    too bad this year Emerge i can't join.. hai~~ so sad.. really love those times..
    &lovin' Bb at 6:13 PM♥


    Wah.. Jacky took this photo for me.. like it alot.. hehe.. took on last saturday, at church cafe.. :)
    &lovin' Bb at 5:51 PM♥
    Back to WDL
    Friday, January 21, 2005

    yesterday i went back to WDL, my secondary school.. to look for mdm tan.. cause during chinese new year we're going back to help her out in the celebration.. she's in charge of this year's chinese new year celebration programme...

    she's still as usual, very hardworking.. the pattern still e same.. haha.. she told pik wei and me that we're the only performing group.. wow.. honoured sia.. chinese dance is not performing that day.. so stressed...

    my school is having upgrading now.. then some of the sch compund has finished upgrading.. wah.. it's so nice loh... love it alot.. too bad i no longer studying there.. that place gave me so many wonderful memories.. hehe..

    talked with mdm tan for quite a while.. really felt that my school is so different as compared to the past.. i saw the organisational chart.. almost one third of the teachers i never seen before. hai~~ things really changed alot..

    really missed those days that i still have chinese lesson.. remember every day i will always look forward for chinese lessons.. cause it's always so fun.. no pressure at all... hehe.. mdm tan is really a very nice teacher.. felt very happy that she taught me chinese since my sec 1.. she really impacted me alot.. she is the one who let chinese come alive more in my life.. (wow.. so chim rite~)

    WDL is really a very fun place to be.. though i remember that time when i'm still there.. i'll always complain about the teacher, the place, etc etc.. now i looked back.. WDL is really fun actually.. without those 'interesting' teachers.. i think my life there wouldn't be as fun.. hehe..

    oh ya.. back to yesterday( haha.. i always like to side track... ) .. mdm tan looked quite stressed about the CNY event.. hehe.. she said she's really happy that we can go back to help her.. :)

    we have a 10 min slot for our performance.. think we're going to make it into 3 parts.. 2 dances (one hip hop, one cultural) and a sing along session.. hehe..

    mdm tan said ying jie is going to be one of the singers.. haha.. then she said,"aiya.. very easy one ma.. just get the cd and mouth the words loh... " haha.. so funnie..

    really looking forward for CNY ... hehe.. but now must really practise hard for the dance le.. so many things i not sure yet.. think it's only 20% done.. haha.. jia you jia you~!
    &lovin' Bb at 10:53 AM♥
    China ITP

    wed i went for the China ITP briefing.. my name is put on the Shanghai list.. in other words.. if everthing go on smoothly.. i'll be going to Shanghai for ITP... :)

    i think it's really a great opportunity for me to know more about China.. i love China a lot.. felt kind of belong to there.. hehe.. maybe i was born in HK.. hehe.. China always has a very special place in my heart.. hehe..

    i think i really must brush up my chinese language.. not very diligent in practising for these few years since my O level.. hehe..

    yesterday i went back to sec school (woodlands sec) for awhile to look for Mdm. Tan. And i told her i'm going to China for attachment.. haha.. she's kinda surprised.. then she say must brush up my chinese le.. hehe..
    &lovin' Bb at 10:44 AM♥


    took this photo during lesson time... in one of the classroom in my school.. haha.. Joan and Me~
    &lovin' Bb at 9:56 AM♥


    took this photo at suntec.. hehe... think really nothing to do at that time.. took all those super funny photos.. hehe..
    &lovin' Bb at 9:53 AM♥


    currently putting this in my friendster's account.. hehe.. the pic look quite angry rite? hehe..
    &lovin' Bb at 9:51 AM♥
    Fashion Design
    Thursday, January 20, 2005

    yesterday.. i received a post from LASELLE-SIA.. my sis help me to request the brochure from them..

    i read through the brochure.. saw that they offered evening classes for Fashion Design.. i don't know whether i can make it or not..

    Being a fashion designer has always been my dream.. but due to parental objections.. this dream need to be left aside.. felt quite sad sometimes..

    few days ago.. i went to my school's library and i borrowed 2 books regarding fashion design.. those books are every helpful... i learnt alot from there.. hehe.. (so happy.. one step closer to my dream.. )

    now currently.. my plan is to learn as much as possible from my school.. like how to operate a shop and business.. then also learn as much as possible regarding fashion design.. and i put them together.. hehe..
    &lovin' Bb at 1:59 PM♥
    Shop Duty

    haha.. today i have to go for shop duty in my school.. this is one of the module i'm taking this semester.. and i can have a chance to really take care of a real shop in school.. haha..

    today is my 2nd shop duty.. i need to walk to food court 3 to help out in Samsung roadshow.. it's really fun to be there.. can give out flyers and stuff.. but it's abit warm though..

    after helping out in roadshow.. i walked back to The Retail Place (the shop's name..) and i learnt how to operate a POS system.. wow.. a cash register la.. in case anyone don't know what's a POS.

    Patrica (the lady in charge of ATF--> another stall that's in the shop) taught us her company's POS system.. wow.. learnt alot from her.. she's really very friendly.. like her alot..

    one thing sad is that the shop duty is always so short.. less than 2 hours.. i really wish i can do more.. but cannot.. so sad.. i really want to learn more about how to operate a shop.. wanted to have more experience.. cause next time when i have a shop of my own, i will know what i need to do.. :)
    &lovin' Bb at 1:52 PM♥
    New Blog Skin
    Wednesday, January 19, 2005

    Wah.. today i spent quite some time putting up this new skin for my blog.. i like this little girl alot.. she look so cute... hehe.. but i find the font is abit small .. so sad.. think people will have a hard time reading it.. hee.. think next time i will change another better skin if i have the time.. hee..
    &lovin' Bb at 2:09 PM♥
    China ITP
    Thursday, January 13, 2005

    haha... yeah~~ i'm selected for the China ITP.. hehe.. will have work attachment in China~! yeah.. really looking forward to it..

    i wonder what i'll work as.. will go there for 5 weeks.. (don't know whether i can join Emerge this year..) so sad.. should be able to make it ba.. last sunday Sarah ask me whether i want to join the Emerge Talentime again this year.. don't think can join le.. so sad.. maybe next year~ hehe..

    think i gonna miss alot of things here.. Church, Friends, Family.. hai~~ don't know how am i going to live without them for 5 weeks~!?

    i am not sure about the details for the China ITP.. heard only 30 will be selected for this trip.. (wow.. i'm in the top 30.. haha.. praise the LORD!)

    i think this is gonna be a wonderful experience for me.. as i'm able to go outside of Singapore to interact with people in China.. haha..
    &lovin' Bb at 1:30 PM♥
    Dental Appointment + Dance

    Wah.. last night i thought i can sleep till super late..cause today i have class from 3-5pm...but last minute remembered i have dental appointment the next day.. after checking my card.. oh my~! the appointment starts at 9am!!! so early!! hai~~ didn't get to sleep late late.. so sad..

    then today morning.. hehe.. i was late for dental appointment... reach the place at about 9:30.. today i'm supposed to see two doctors.. see Dr Peck first then after follow by Dr Wong. when i reach there.. Dr Peck ask me to go see Dr Wong first.. he attending a patient..

    then when i go up to level 6 (where Dr Wong's clinic is.. ) i wait there for about 20mins.. just to register my name.. so sian.. then the receipt read that i am more than 30 mins late.. I'm innocent~!

    anyway.. Dr Wong finally help me took out all the irritating hooks out from my braces.. haha.. so happy.. used up more than 1 hour on level 6.. after that i go back to level 2 to see Dr Peck. hehe.. as i was waiting for him to come.. saw Dr Yong.. chat with him for a while.. he's quite concern about my I.C and passport.. whether i need to change photo or not.. haha.. so funnie..

    after that Dr Peck came.. the first thing he said when he saw me was,"wow.. can't recognise you already.. haha."

    don't know why.. this phrase is quite sensitive to me nowadays.. haha.. maybe too many people told me this these few months.. hai~~

    after that.. he check on my teeth.. and kept saying,"wah.. so pretty.. ..." make me felt so paiseh.. don't know how to react.. haha...

    after everything.. only 11 plus.. so sian.. still got so long to go.. hai~ nothing to do from now to 3pm.. so sian.. anyway.. looking forward for the dance class later..

    i will go back to sec school to perform lei.. so honoured.. haha.. my chinese teacher is organising the chinese new year celebration in my school ma.. so she invited my sec school gang to go back to perform.. really looking forward to it...

    she told us that she'll give us a 10min slot to do whatever we want.. wah.. first thought came to my mind is.. wah.. 10mins~!~!! so long.. usually a normal dance is about 3 to 4 mins like that lei.. imagine 10 mins.. can die sia.. haha..

    Chris thinking of having 2 dances.. one hip hop, one more of a cultural one la.. (hey.. chinese new year lei.. of course must have some cultural thingy loh.. ) later will learn the dances.. and will be meeting hui yee, mei yan, and bey san.. haha.. so long never see them.. really miss them alot lei.. hehe..

    hmm.. wah.. so hungry now.. waiting for shuen to finish her shop duty.. haha.. don't know want to eat what.. haha.. later dinner meeting jennifer.. haha.. so busy huh..
    &lovin' Bb at 12:06 PM♥
    Right Inside # 002
    Wednesday, January 12, 2005

    Finally.. The second article of Right Inside is out.. haha..

    Let’s continue with the story. My kinder garden days are quite fun. Though I couldn’t remember much. After that, my family moved to Kallang. The place there is quite nice; Kallang River is just in front of my house. And during national day I can always watch the fireworks live~!

    Haha.. Still could remember those times I really looking forward for national day. As I can watch the fireworks from my house’s kitchen.

    During the days when I stay at Kallang, I learnt a lot of things. I learnt how to ride a bike. Hehe.. My dad will accompany me to a park nearby and will teach me how to ride a bike. And I remembered there was once I fall down and I need to walk back..

    During those times, I remembered that I don’t like to fall down. Cause every time when I need to wash the wound, it will hurt a lot.. There are times it hurt so much and I cried (hey.. I was still a kid at that time ma.. Of course will cry over little things la.. haha.. )

    My primary school (Hong Wen Primary) have a programme that allows students to go into primary school before taking primary 1. Think only my year they had this programme.

    My class is “PY H”. In my class, there is a little boy that can’t really walk properly and he needs walking aids everywhere he go. And there was once the TV came to my class to record how he studied.. haha.. I was on TV when I’m still in K2.. haha..

    That time, I was sooo fascinated at the video camera.. And I secretly looked at the camera when I’m supposed to act attentive in class.. haha.. Think it got it on TV.. haha.. now thinking back.. so paiseh.. haha..

    My primary school days are so bad.. I was really a very bad girl at that time.. haha.. Remember during primary 1, I don’t like this guy in class. Then some more he provoked me so badly.. I got so angry.. At first I wanted to take a pencil and threaten him to stop talking rubbish.. And he didn’t listen.. Then in the end.. I accidentally used that pencil and poke his hand.. Till now still remember.. haha.. but it is really an accident.. Didn’t mean it but the truth is I still poked him.. hehe..

    Thinking back now.. Really felt so so so bad.. hehe.. But now I’m much more better liao la.. Since then, I never did that or something similar to that.. haha.. So don’t worry la.. In future if anyone make me angry.. I will not get a pencil and go around poking people.. haha.. (Get a knife only ma.. haha .. Kiddin)
    &lovin' Bb at 2:25 PM♥
    Abel's Birthday
    Tuesday, January 11, 2005

    Today is Abel's birthday.. He invited the cg members to go and sing KTV with him.

    So Jacky, Zi Shen, Pui and I went to sing KTV with him. Met his younger brother, his friend and his friend’s girl friend there..

    Abel can really sing sia.. Nice voice.. :) Too bad Xiu Wen not there.. Cause they sang a lot of Jay Chou’s song just now.. hehe..

    At first I told them I got mike phobia… then I don’t want to sing alone.. And I waited pui to come first.. (pui went back to change first then join us.. )

    This mike phobia thingy has been with me for quite sometime.. I always felt that I don’t have a good voice.. So I don’t dare to project every time when there is a mike in front of me.. hehe.. But if I don’t have the mike in front of me.. I always thought that I can sing better… hehe.. I don’t know what caused the phobia.. hehe.. Then Jacky they all kinda surprised that I have this mike phobia thingy.. haha.. A choir member afraid to hold onto a mike and sing.. haha.. Ironic rite?

    Then after that Abel chose a few songs for me to sing.. Luckily he chose duet songs.. haha.. No need to sing alone all e time.. hehe..

    That night’s really fun.. Sang quite a few songs that night.. About 9 like that Abel’s parents came and joined us.. Found out that Abel’s family know Jap one lei.. Like those very Jap pro like that wor.. wah.. My JLPT 4 is so no use.. Too basic.. haha.. Next time can learn more from Abel.. haha..

    His parents treat us to sing the KTV.. Felt so paiseh.. hehe.. Must be very expensive.. hehe..

    But I enjoyed the session though.. hehe.. one step closer to recover from mike phobia.. haha
    &lovin' Bb at 11:30 PM♥
    So Fun.. a Different Me~
    Monday, January 10, 2005

    So many weeks has passed by after the op.. hehe.. Wow...about two months.. hehe..

    The swell has completely went down.. haha.. Everything is back to normal.. But I realised something very funny.. Every time I’m in church, school, etc etc.. Many people don't really recognise me.. hehe..

    I met many people.. Some still able to recognise me la.. Thank God.. Some recognise me but they said that I slim down a lot till they don’t know is me.. haha..

    Still remember few weeks ago.. One of the teacher.. His name is Mr. Sin Mun Wah.. He taught me Economics when I’m still in year 1.. Then my poly friends will sometime tease me and will say, “sin man.. Wah!!” they are so bad loh.. Still remember during year 1.. When Mr Sin is taking attendance.. Then when he called my name, one of the classmate shouted, “wah~!” then the whole class laugh because of that.. Felt so paiseh..

    Anyway.. Back to the story.. This semester, he’s teaching me the module called “etiquette and professional image” (EPI) felt so strange la.. a guy teaching the ladies how to make up, dress up, etc.. But anyway.. I like this module a lot.. Quite fun.. And Mr. Sin is really a very nice teacher.. hehe..

    During the first lesson of EPI.. He took attendance as usual.. Then this time.. He called my name again.. But thank God my classmates didn’t “wah” again.. haha.. But Mr. Sin saw my hand.. And he looked at me for a few seconds.. He gave those very strange look..

    Lesson start and lesson end.. Then when I’m about to leave the classroom.. I pass by Mr. Sin.. then he pointed at me and he asked,” you are sin man ar??” then I nodded my head.. Then he gave me a very shocked face and said,” but you looked so different!!” then I told him the whole story loh.. haha.. Still could remember his look.. He really couldn’t recognise me.. haha…

    Then also on one occasion.. When I’m in church dance class.. Think that’s about 2 to 3 weeks after my op.. I stood in front part of the class room ma.. Then it’s hip hop class at that time.. Then Bro Kenny went to the middle of the room to play the music.. Then I heard some mumbling at the back.. Then as I turn back.. I heard Bro Kenny asking me who am I.. haha.. Then I told him I’m sin man la.. Then he couldn’t believe me.. haha.. Then I also told him about the whole story.. (aiyoh.. during the dance class sia.. then whole class know liao la.. ) He said he thought I’m someone else.. Maybe is my sister or something.. haha.. He said I really don’t look like myself.. haha..

    Then there is another occasion.. That’s after the first dance practise for the Christmas production.. All the dancers went to KFC to eat.. Then Bro Kenny sat diagonal toward me… then as I was eating.. Then he suddenly said, “you really looked very different lei..” haha.. then some of the dancers also agree.. then after that one of the dancer asked me whether I met her before.. then I said, “ya.. went to studio wu to dance last time during dance ministry..” then after that she said.. really couldn’t recognise you..
    &lovin' Bb at 1:02 PM♥
    Dance Class
    Sunday, January 09, 2005

    During Wednesday.. Chris contacted me.. Ask me whether I can help him out for the dance lesson.

    Some people from Bro Gabriel’s zone is having some kind of appreciation thingy.. So they need to have a dance item..

    At first I thought to myself, “wah.. Be a helper lei.. Must be of some standard one lei.. Can you do it or not?”

    But after that I still want to give it a shot la.. hehe.. Then I went to meet up with him on Thursday at douby gault to help out.. That time is really stressed.. Cause last time during dance lessons you can be very slack.. Cause you are just a student ma.. But this time is different.. Must really be able to dance very good.. There’s a sudden burden came… haha..

    Then I was sooooo hardworking at that time.. Before that day.. They already learnt many steps already.. So I need to work doubly hard.. To learn steps for 2 lessons~!.. wah.. My brain power must be super strong at that time.. haha..

    There are many times I was asked by Chris to give a demo and dance in front of the rest so that he can see how e rest dance..

    Wah. Really very stressed up sia.. There are sometime I forgot the steps.. So paiseh.. But all of us laugh it off la.. hehe..

    Knew some friends there also.. hehe.. They are all very friendly.. I stayed there till 10:30pm like that la.. hehe.. Then I rush back home to complete my work.. hehe.. I still need to pass up some assignment the next day..

    Then during Saturday, I met one of the dancer that I met that day.. She’s in the choir also.. wow.. Got quite a lot of choir members like to dance also huh.. haha.. Then after that I met Grace.. She’s on duty this week.. She’s also there when I met that dancer.. Then she said she heard from her cg member that I danced very well.. I was sooo surprised at that time.. Then I jokingly said, “wah.. Spread until so far liao ar.. haha.. ” Grace is also under Bro Gabriel’s zone ma.. Her cg member went for that dance class that day.. Felt very relieved that I did not dance very bad that day.. haha..

    That dance class is really a stretch for me loh.. In terms of my confidence and the ability to remember steps etc.. haha.. I learnt a lot from that day la.. hehe..
    &lovin' Bb at 11:44 PM♥
    Cell Group Chalet~

    haha.. Last weekend was my cell group chalet.. haha.. It’s been a very fun time for me..

    During Wednesday.. Met up with Madeline, Jennifer and others to go to a supermarket to buy food and stuffs for the chalet BBQ.. hehe.. Bought about $100 worth of things.. hehe…

    Then during Friday itself.. wah.. I didn’t go for class.. (Felt so bad.. ) I only went for the morning class then I went back.. Cause I didn’t pack my things for the chalet.. Then the night before I was out for dance class for the whole night.. Reach home at about 12plus.. (About dance class part will be another entry.. )

    Then I went out about 4 plus.. I board 168 to tampines and meet up the rest.. We’re supposed to meet Sis Karista and check in.. As she’s the one who book the chalet for us.. We reached the place at around 7 plus.. Then Sis Karista and I went to the office to check in and the rest stayed at the bus stop.. After that we got the room keys.. To our horror.. haha.. (Not so serious la..) We found out that the chalet is 3 bus stops away from where we’re at now.. Furthermore.. It starts to rain at that time.. But thank God that the rain stopped quite soon.. haha.. by the time we reached the place.. The rain stopped le.. hehe..

    The place is very big.. I walked a few times and start to get tired le.. but there really have a lot of mosquitoes.. So many lei.. I think I killed more than 10.. haha..

    Then some of the people went out to set up the BBQ pit and start BBQ.. Then for me and the rest we stay in the house to check the no. of cutlery available and heat up the bee hoon and eat..

    After the dinner.. I conducted a mini dance lesson.. haha.. So fun.. Taught Ling Ling, Jennifer, Jacky, KaiLi the dance steps.. (aiya.. the dance steps are all Chris’s ..hehe.. So very easy.. Cause I’m not e one who choreograph the steps.. haha..)

    After that.. We all went to take a bath and we have our over night prayer meeting.. hehe..

    The prayer meeting was awesome.. Like it a lot.. Though it’s tiring.. But really felt myself pumped up.. hehe..

    After that.. I couldn’t get to sleep.. I was the ONLY one who couldn’t get to sleep.. so sad sia.. Really felt like banging the wall at the time… just to try to get myself to sleep (but I’m not that dumb la.. hehe.. ) some of them stayed up till 7am and went to sleep.. I went to Madeline and Jia Hui’s room to sleep.. hehe.. I lie there for 1 hour.. Until Madeline’s alarm rang.. I still couldn’t get to sleep..

    Madeline must be very tired at that time.. The alarm went off two times she still sleeping.. haha.. In e end I woke her up.. haha.. after that Madeline and Jia Hui need to rush off.. Left with a miserable me in the room.. So I went out.. After that Bro Valor slept in e room.. Really couldn’t get to sleep… thank God Eunice woke up at that time.. So she accompanied me..

    Since I couldn’t get to sleep.. I clean up the whole place.. wah.. It really need a lot of energy to mop the whole place sia.. So tired after that. I went to Pui’s room with Eunice.. After that.. I shared the bed with pui and slept…

    Slept for only about 2 hours and I woke up again.. Ate something and get myself ready for service.. hehe

    I went to the office with Bro Valor to return the documents.. After that meet up with e rest at Tampines..

    We took the shuttle bus to church.. I slept for part of the journey.. hehe.. Tired lei.. Later still got choir lei.. hehe..

    Sang for both service 2 and 3.. After that I really felt so drained.. hai~~

    During service 3.. I was asked to switch place with a sister.. So I stand at the first row of the choir stage.. wah… first time in my choir ministry life I sang at the first row.. haha.. Felt quite uneasy at first.. Cause I never stand at the first row before.. And furthermore I’m really very tired at that time.. I couldn’t really be at my best at that time.. but nevertheless.. I did it.. hehe.. Yeah~! ..

    After that we (Madeline, Jacky, Christopher, and I) went to the coffee shop nearby to meet up with the rest of the cg members.. Really have no appetite to eat lei.. That day is one of the times where I couldn’t complete one plate of rice… felt so strange.. haha..

    After that we all make our way back to the chalet.. On the train.. (Actually I planned to sleep all the way one lei.. ) Abel and Madeline talked about a lot of stuffs.. I was sitting beside Mag.. So I sit by and listen to their conversations.. hai~~ didn’t manage to sleep.. so sad..

    After that we reached the chalet.. I continue to teach a bit of the dance.. hehe.. And some of the members went to BBQ the marshmallows.. haha.. Very funnie .. They stood there for more than 1 hour also couldn’t get the charcoal hot.. haha.. but after that they still manage to make it la.. hehe..

    Then we played some card games again.. And Jeremy did forfeit.. haha.. Then at night.. Jacky, Kel, Adrian, Zi Shen, Abel, Eunice, Pui, and I went to a room to chat.. They all kept talking about ghosts, etc etc.. Eunice was so scared at that time.. haha..

    We all stayed up till about 5am in the morning.. Then they went out to see sunrise.. pui and I stayed back.. hehe.. I’m really very tired lei.. Cannot take it le.. I went to the room and slept.. I woke up about 10 plus in the morning.. By that time.. Many people left for service already..

    Then after that Kel suggested to play some games.. Then we played Xia Yan Mao (Blind Cat).. Quite fun.. Spent the rest of the time playing that.. Then about 2 plus.. I went for dance class.. hehe.. pui accompanied me also la..

    The cg chalet is really really fun.. love it a lot..
    &lovin' Bb at 11:05 PM♥