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WHAT LIES-IN FRONT OF ME
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♥My World
hihi, thanks for dropping by.. here are the little little bits that form me.. :D

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Name: Manman<3 ♥ ♥ ♥ God's Little Girl, Bb, Dance, Love, W16, Paint, Food, Sleep

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  • /SOUL MUSIC.

    uneffective gym sessions..
    Wednesday, August 26, 2009

    I got a little confession to make. I just realized that my gym session was not very effective.

    Erm, I lost 0.1kg, my muscle mass decrease from 39kg to 36 something kg and my fats increase from 13kg to 15kg.

    My first reaction was, ‘are you kidding me? The machine must have spoilt. I feel much slimmer and lighter now, how can my fats increase??!?!’

    Anyway I just received a call from California, they say they have a new machine that is able to let me know what is my body age. The new machine is also able to analyze what’s my weak point and I can train on my weak points first to make my training for effective.

    Today I met molly for ‘supper’ at Causeway mac. We discussed about Pik Wei’s wedding invitation card. If need to get private company to print specially for the occasion, think it will cost a few hundred dollars. So Molly proposing to Pik Wei see whether can we buy readymade or see whether the restaurant is able to provide them with invitation cards.

    Anyway Molly also told me about her course. I told her that I failed my strategy and till now I am still feeling unjustified and unhappy about it. she encourage me to re-appeal my module. Maybe I should try to get some big email addresses tomorrow. (since I have nothing to lose anyway.. just try..)

    *cross fingers* hope that my re-appeal will get through this time.. :)
    &lovin' Bb at 1:20 AM♥
    Punggol Sapphire - Finish foundations

    I was so excited to know that my future house progress was good. They are wrapping up the foundation works already..

    Yeah.. now looking forward for the first floor to be up.. :P
    &lovin' Bb at 1:00 AM♥
    Should I go SOT?

    Should I go SOT?

    If I go SOT, I might need to give up my bonus.. which is a lot of money.

    If I take part time, am I able to cope? Am I able to sustain myself?

    What will my parents react if they found out?

    If I don’t work or couldn’t find a job, I would need to deplete my savings.. but I’m supposed to save up for future.. how?

    But if I don’t go SOT, I feel so weak. Not physically weak, but spiritually weak. I want to understand more of God’s word. I want to get trained for the better.. it will benefit me and the people around me.. and I believe the skills that I learn in SOT will also help me in my future career as I have learnt how to speak better with other pple.

    How, How?!?!

    &lovin' Bb at 12:13 AM♥
    Blessed Day meeting with customer
    Monday, August 17, 2009

    Today at work I met one customer at their office. I reached their office at around 2:40pm. The appointment is supposed to be 2.30pm. I was late!

    Their office has many floors, the floor that I went to does not have reception desk. And the access was only by security pass. I called the person’s mobile, I couldn’t get through. I was stuck at the lift lobby. After a few calls, decided to go to the reception upstairs. The reception could not get through him too.

    After that, I went back to the original floor and called my colleague. Colleague told me that the customer has called our office and he is not happy that I’m late. In fact, he’s really really angry about it.

    Oh man, I start to get worried. I need to get into the meeting room soon.

    Just happened that there is one guy coming out from the office, I walked into their office. I spoke to more than 5 people inside, no one knows the person that I’m going to meet and they have no idea where their meeting room is. I was shocked.

    Anyway, I walked one big round in their office, no one bothered about me. After that I managed to find the meeting room and there are 3 people sitting in the meeting room, the atmosphere was tense.

    The first sentence I received from customer is, ‘am I meeting you at 2.30pm or 3pm??!’

    Oh man, this is difficult. I told him I reached the office for quite some time and I couldn’t get through his phone. I went to the reception; they could not get through his phone either. After a while, another person from the meeting room also added that he couldn’t contact him at all. There was 10 seconds of awkward silence.

    Anyway, to the main discussion, I gave them some figures for his review. He asked me to show him exactly how to calculate. Oh man, how to calculate this six digit figure when the main person who calculated this was not me?! Thank God I brought my calculator with me. I was being thrown with many charts and figures that customer has tabulated. Based on the information from their end, they could not get the figure that I have given them and they want to know how my side derived with the final figure.

    I tried to stay calm but my heart start to worry. I called my colleague and see whether my colleague can help me on this but the help wasn’t much. I repeated the calculation more than 10times and I could not get the information right.

    Towards the end of the meeting, I finally got a figure that is close to the one given by my colleague. Finally I feel the atmosphere was not so tense anymore. I assured customer that I will give him detailed information to him after I get back office. The meeting lasted about 50mins.

    Just before I leave the meeting room, the customer commented that he was not aware that his phone was not functioning properly just now and he apologized for keeping me waiting outside their office for so long just now! I felt relief, humbled and happy at the same time. Finally I saw his face with a smile and offered to exchange name card with me. (Just now when I was in the meeting room, the atmosphere was so tense and I don’t dare to delay the discussion by exchanging the name card)

    After the meeting, the customer escort me to the door and gave me a smile again as I walked through the door. When I go downstairs, I looked at his name card again; I realized that he’s one of the very important people in the company.

    Through this meeting, I know that for these past two years, I have grown. I know that if I attend such meeting two years ago, I will most probably felt so stressed about it and might just broke down into tears. I thank God that I am able to handle this and went through the rest of the meeting smoothly. I think if it’s not because of the phone issue, the meeting will not end up happy cause I was actually late for 10mins.
    &lovin' Bb at 11:16 PM♥
    First CG offering message after a long break
    Saturday, August 08, 2009

    It’s been a long time since I shared offering message in CG again.

    I spent Thursday to prepare the message on Gen 26:1. Everything seems okay. But wait till Friday before CG start, I start to feel panicky.

    I told myself I got to be bold; I got to say with conviction. But during the actual, I think I screw up all the way. I don’t like that defeated feeling.

    I feel myself so not competent. I am willing to do more things for God. But with my current skills and abilities, how am I able to lead a CG?

    Don’t know whether should I go SOT or not.. thinking thinking..
    &lovin' Bb at 12:03 AM♥
    Squirrel Story...
    Thursday, August 06, 2009

    Why squirrel lied to me? Am I not the one being its friend, shared food from the same table, enjoyed many joyous moments together? I have given Squirrel many chances to tell me, even see whether it want to invite me to go and play in the forest. Squirrel wants to return to forest can just let me know. It is big enough to go ahead and no need anyone’s protection. If squirrel feels that going back to forest is nothing wrong, why it need to hide from me? Am I not its friend anymore?
    &lovin' Bb at 11:02 PM♥