Living for a new tomorrow.

The Star

Friday, October 28, 2005

On the way to bugis, next week starting my shop le. so looking forward to it. hope everything will go well. now going bugis to settle what are the fixtures i need, and let the lecturer-in-charge know about it.

being an entrepreneur, is not just giving good product, good service, it's really being creative in everything you do. to simplify it, it is to be able to come out with crazy ideas. on monday, i have a chance to meet up with the in-charge of bugis. learnt alot from him. i could see he really has what it takes to be where he is now. he is really experienced.

he told us that we have good products, we are able to provide good service, but all the tenants in bugis are giving this also. where is your 'star'? the one thing that are able to differentiate you with other competitors...

until now, i still not sure what is the 'star' that he's talking about..

anyway.. later meeting pei wen(store manager for SPlace now) to settle all the fixtures that we need..

&lovin' Bb at 12:11 PM♥

a Tribute to Hui Hui and Gao Gao

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Hui Hui and Gao Gao, both are really wonderful rabbits. they are so nice, so cute.

I wondered where are they.. maybe in some part of heaven, running on the grass plains, enjoying the light breeze of the wind, and the warm morning sun.

Hui Hui and Gao Gao, both, died..

Gao Gao left us at 15 Oct. that night before, i remembered it's a very cold night. on 14 Oct, i remembered at night, Hui Hui and Gao Gao are lying side by side at the kitchen. and i personally fed them with food and water. both of them couldn't move much. they even have difficulties eating. it really hurts my heart. it's such a nice feeling to look at them, eating together. but i could not see them having a meal together anymore. the next day, Gao Gao died in her cage.

since the first day she came into our family, she is always a very wonderful rabbit. i could still remember she is the one that always eat the most since she was a baby. and she have grown so fat that her legs could support her weight and she don't like to move about.

her fur is very fine, soft and silky.. and i really like her eyes, just like her parents, Hui hui and brownie. they all have very gentle eyes..

i really love them both. really do.

Hui hui, the first rabbit that came to my family. at that time, together with hui hui, was brownie and hei hei. these 3 are the first batch of rabbit ever lived in my family.

hui hui lived the longest, he outlived his wives and many of his children. to me, hui hui is always very charming, he is always very smart. i really loved him. everytime when i hug him, i'll always treasure every moment. cause being with hui hui is always so fun. he is always very gentle. his eyes, his actions, his every little movements... i really love him. my favourite pasttime at home is to play with hui hui. and i like to run with him.

everytime when i hug him, i will always look at his eyes, he always give that very cute look. sometimes, he'll wink at me..

remember at first, i don't really like rabbits. cause i'm afraid that they will bite.. and i remembered my sister mentioned that if rabbits lick you, means that they like you... such interesting theory.. haha..

anyway.. i find that of all the rabbits and come and go in my home, he's really the smartest one. sometimes, when i called him, he'll come over to me. but there are also times where he will run even further when i called for him. haha..

i like to hug him, he's always so fat.. his fur is so fine..

but like all rabbits, he fell sick. at first, his sickness still not that serious. he still runs about as usual, but not as swift. last time, everytime when i open the cage door, he'll jump out of the cage immediately. he really can jump very high. he got really strong legs. but after he came back from operation, he couldn't move as much anymore. there was one day i suddenly have a urge to take photos of him.. and i took quite a number of them. hui hui made the smartest poses that day. i really love that photos that i took for him that day. it's the best and the last photo i've ever taken in his lifetime.

i remember weeks before he died, he'll continue to lick my hand every time he got a chance to. i always thought he is hungry, so i gave him food to eat.

but now, thinking back, maybe he knows that his days are numbered. maybe he wants to tell me that he liked me.. .. ..

how i wish he'll be back.. alive and running about once more.. Hui.. i miss you.. i really miss you..

he just died.. at first when pui broke the news to me, i was really shocked. i don't know what to do. i just run to his cage and look at him. he finally gave up struggling. i always believe that it is better for him to go, he can end all the sufferings that he faced.

i look at him, he just lie on the floor, not moving. i touched his nose, and i said,' hui, i want to see your nose move.. hui.. can you hear me?? '

he didn't move his nose for me..

i look at him, i want to remember him as much as possible, i'm afraid that i will forget him as times go by. i don't want to take a picture of him now, cause i don't want to remember any sad part of him.. i want to have a good memory of him always..

i touched his fur for the last time.. this time, his tummy didn't move.. although he is still very fat, but he didn't move anymore, his body was cold. his eyes didn't move, he couldn't wink at me anymore, he couldn't lick at my hand anymore.. how i miss him.. so much .. so much..

after that i'm meeting my business partners for some project discussion.. i told them i'll be late.. cause i want to see hui hui for the last time.. cause i know when i come back from home, hui hui will not be around.

before i left for my house, i went back to his cage and i told him,' hui, although you left, but i really want to let you know that you are the cutest rabbit in my heart. no other rabbits can take your place. even in future, there are other rabbits come into my life, hui, you're the rabbit that i love most and you'll always be.. hui, i love you..

ni shi wo xin mu zhong, zhui ke ai de tu zi, hui, wo bu xiang ni zou.. hui lai.. hui~'

i really missed him. really missed him..

&lovin' Bb at 10:47 AM♥

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