Wah~ Life's enjoyable .. :)
Monday, November 29, 2004
today i went to toa payoh look for Jennifer and KaiLi.. they now working in pastamania.. so pui and me went to look for them for a while.. i ordered a pasta and a mocha freeze.. finally... first time after 2 week plus.. i can eat something special.. it's so nice~! .. never eaten pasta that's so nice (hehe.. maybe because it's been a long time since i last eaten something "normal.." hehe.. felt so happy.. )
hehe.. after i fully recover i must really eat man.. don't care about dieting already.. hehe
hai~~ suddenly thought of my condition.. i can't sing for choir.. felt so sad.. really want to serve God more.. but i really can't go sing for Him during service in the time being.. felt so sad.. really must pray hard that i can recover soon.. so that i can continue to serve Him.. i felt so not satisfied.. in my spirit.. there is a super strong desire to serve God again.. but my body is stopping me to do so.. ARGH~~ when is this going to end??
yesterday i went for the first dance class.. wah~~ yeah~ can dance again.. although i expected i couldn't get back to the standard that i had before the operation.. but i thank God that i can dance again..and besides, i felt that i can dance better than what i expected.. hehe.. really must thank God~! i am one step closer to recovery.. yeah~
the road to recovery is indeed quite difficult.. there are many things that i need to sacrifice.. but it's also a time for me to train myself.. so that i can be stronger.. and learn to trust God more.. :)
&lovin' Bb at 11:33 PM♥