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Busy Week.. but thank God for His wisdom

Friday, July 08, 2005

haha.. sorry for not updating my Blog for ages.. hehe.. these few weeks has been a very busy week for me.. hehe.. alot of things at hand.. and i nearly couldn't finish everything.. but thank God for the strength to help me pull through this period... hehe

this week, got the financial management test.. since the start of my academic year.. i don't understand this topic at all.. wah.. i couldn't understand what the teacher is talking about.. then yesterday evening was the test.

yesterdae morning.. i just started to prepare for the test.. felt so blank.. as i don't know where to start.. but i just crack my head and study.. hehe.. anyway.. when i was reading the first few pages of the notes.. i nearly tell myself to give up.. is like i was just looking at the notes and i was not reading at it.

i sat there at my room... lost.. so i decided to spend sometime to worship God and pray to Him.. i prayed for wisdom and understanding to come upon me.. as i believe that God can do miracles in my life.. and i trust in Him that He'll guide me through.. after that.. i decided to come back to study.. although i still don't understand, but i believe that i will understand soon..

after that, i was on the way to school to attend a presentation done by my classmates.. that was one of my module, Global Business Environment, GBE. then Jennifer msg me, asking me how was my test.. i told her that the test was in the evening. and i told her i know nothing about the test.. then she encourage me and replied me, asking me to go and pray.. and something strange happened. i really don't understand the module at that time.. but i told her.. don't worry.. wisdom is on the way..

my mind was thinking about what to do.. i don't understand.. but my spirit told me don't worry about that.. God will take care of you..

God is really wonderful.. He sometimes will speak through your mouth.. although you don't understand why you said that.. but it's really God that planting the faith into your heart.. and manytimes.. things really comes to pass..

i thank God that about 3 hours before the test.. i start to understand bit by bit.. after that.. i studied till 5pm.. 5.15 was my paper..

my usual actions before entering the exam hall is wanting to read through all the notes again.. do some last minute reading.. make full use of the time till i'm in the exam hall.. but this time.. i find myself strange.. cause i have confidence about this test.. suddenly.. i didn't take out my notes and study... although i know there are many things that i haven't revise yet.. felt that in my spirit, there is a voice crying out to me.. and says, you will going to score well this time... and what i have studied is sufficient..

then i went into the exam hall.. i thank God that i find the papers very easy to do. this is the first time in my whole poly life.. that i find that the papers are so easy.. i did not rush throughout the exam.. i do slow, but steady.. i manage to finish what i know by the time the time is going to end.. i only don't know how to do a small part of the whole paper.. that stands about 5 marks or so.. others all i know how to do.. haha.. i thank God for His grace.. i thank God for giving me the wisdom to do this paper.. without Him.. i don't think i can score this time..

i find this is a really good testimony.. so i just wanna share this to all of you... as you seek the kingdom of God first.. whatever things that you desire will be added to you.. so don't think that you pray to Him and spend time worship Him is a wasting of time.. God can do miracles.. if you don't rely on you own strength and continue to trust in Him...

&lovin' Bb at 4:41 PM♥

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