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friends in my life

Thursday, May 11, 2006

friends care for each other.. friends will not think of way to hurt one another .. friends will not drop sarcastic remarks on one another..

true friendship lasts.. even if you don't have the chance to talk to one another. you still understand each other.. that's what true friends is about.. i love jennifer. she's my friend. knew her for so long.. sometimes we'll think the same way.. do the same things.. hee... it's so nice being with her.. she's my true friend.. although i have little time to be with her.. kinda busy.. but i know that we're still best friends no matter what..

being with her has no pressure.. i felt at ease.. i can tell her almost anything under the sun..

all my life.. met so many people.. many people just come and go in my life.. it's really very rare to meet a friend that can meet each other's needs..

a few times i met a few friends.. their purpose is to get.. and not to give.. this kind of friendship might develop.. but will not last long... i didn't contact many of them le..

i also know many friends that i usually say,'hi' and 'bye'.. some i know that they'll continue to be my 'hi' and 'bye' friends.. some although i always 'hi' and 'bye'.. but i felt very at ease with them.. i felt like i can get to know them more.. i felt really happy to see them..

i really wanna thank God that He brought me to this cell group.. i love my cell group.. everyone is so nice.. although i don't have time to get to know everyone better.. overall ... i love my cell group.. this is where i could find friendships that last for a long time..

don't know why i suddenly want to talk all these.. hee.. i also not sure what am i talking about..

just felt that if i wanna to be a good friend to someone.. i shouldn't demand his or her attention all the time.. i shouldn't always be the one who always throw rubbish at people and not willing to accept other people's rubbish..

sometimes i will feel really tired when some friends will keep throwing rubbish at me.. and for years.. same kind of rubbish was keep throwing at me.. at first i still can take it.. cause me personally also got some rubbish in my life.. i also have my flaws.. so i understand that.. it's okay to have rubbish.. i can clear some.. that's what friends for..

friends are supposed to help another..

help one another??

how come i don't it that way??

seems like your defination is friends should help me..

it's for years.. the same kind of rubbish kept throwing at me.. i will really get sick and tired of it.. i think after all.. i'm still a human.. i can't be like God.. i got limited capacity..

really very tired when the friends kept throwing rubbish at me.. and i cleared for them, help them.. but many times the same problem come back.. seems like the previous clearing up is totall no use.. a simply waste of my time..

and all they know is to throw rubbish.. don't even to bother to care for me and ask me whether i got any rubbish to throw or not?? and still think that you are my good friend?? sorry hor.. you haven't won my respect.. i'm not willing to be friend with you.. i don't want friends that are sooooooooo selfish..

not going to tell you who they are.. but one thing for sure is that many of them i stop contacting long ago..

anyway.. what's wrong with me today?? talk about so many crappy stuff..

strange

maybe i not having a tip-top mood todae ba... okay.. time to sleep..

&lovin' Bb at 2:45 AM♥

nonsense.