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Dancing is so cool.. i wanna dance too!

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Today i saw all my dearest friends dancing at O School.. for the Audition for Project O.. it's so fun..

feeling kinda wierd at first.. cause my purpose there is not for e audition.. is just a spectator.. but i'm a dancer too! i am and will always be..

so what i can do is to help as much as possible.. although i can't go in and dance.. but at least i can help pple to dance better..

at least.. that's the thing that i can do..

saw them all get into the studio.. saw all the different expressions.. different reactions in the dance studio.. felt happy for some.. felt sorry for some.. that's dance.. sometimes will forget the original steps.. but being a dancer.. no one knows your own steps except you.. you need to dance till the end.. even if you forgot steps..

that's what i felt.. you need to dance till the end.. enjoy your dance.. enjoy everytime you go on stage.. let every bit of your soul enjoy the beat of the music.. let your every part of your body groove with the music.. enjoy the dance!

saw them dancing.. it's so nice to see them dance.. it's really nice feeling.. so many memories came back.. memories of myself dancing not good enough, many times mad at myself, many times feeling depressed, many times can't catch steps fast.. feeling why i can't dance like those church dancers.. many times i simply hate myself of not being good enough..

thinking back.. so many things happened.. i thought i will stopped dancing.. i thought that i can't last through.. i thought that i will give up.. but i don't know why i'm still dancing.. haha.. praise God for that.. i'm still dancing!

dance is easy.. but if you want to make dance a part of your life.. it really takes alot of perserverance.. a never-give-up spirit!

but sometimes feeling kinda depressed that everyone is in that room dancing.. and you are outside.. watching.. i wanna join in too!

when i was outside the room.. some of the church dancers asked me why i don't join them.. hee..

i told one of them i don't want to join.. i told another one i got cg commitment.. hee..

after that.. i went to guitar class.. hee.. btw this week guitar class i really very lost.. first time lost in guitar class.. haha..

anyway.. after the class i go find them.. only 8 pple left.. haha.. many of them are tired.. can see from their faces.. haha

after that some left.. then me, aaron, terence, jacky and pui went SMU jam.. haha.. went there and aaron and terence play guitar.. they so cool la.. can play guitar until really nice..

then after that terence and pui man taught me e dance that they danced just now.. haha.. and both of them only showed me once.. as if i can remember so fast.. haha..

anyway after that we saw dhani beatbox.. he really v pro sia..

after that we went home.. haha..

had a great day.. had much fun! but i still wanna dance... wanna wanna wanna dance so much!

&lovin' Bb at 10:21 PM♥

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