Living for a new tomorrow.

Time to let go and let God

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

today alot of things happened. but i really thank God for today. i really learnt alot of things..

firstly, in work, today really have alot of calls.. kinda busy for the whole day. and i work till i'm among the last to go home in my department.. think i work slow la... must train myself to work faster..

and i also need to learn how to speak more professionally. everytime i hear serene speak.. cool la.. she's sound so experienced. so cool.. really want to learn from her.. she's really a very nice lady.. i like her.. haha..

after work i went for leader's meeting. on the way there, i met up with jennifer and bro valor.. we travel together.. jennifer alight at jurong east..

me and bro valor went to the coffee shop near church and we ate dinner.. and we met cheng jun there too.. haha..

after that bro valor say he wanna take something.. then cheng jun and us parted. me followed bro valor to outside his house.. i told him something that kept with me for quite sometime.. feeling kinda guilty not to let him know.. actually nothing much la.. just to inform him about something.. haha.. after telling.. felt so much better.. haha.. cool..

we make our way to the meeting.. today sis jo's zone is joining the meeting with us. cool.. so many leaders come together.. sis jo went overseas.. so JOL will join us for this week.

it's been quite some time since JOL leaders join us.. kinda miss them.. haha..

pastor talked about quite a number of things.. we had some brainstorming sessions.. it's really inspirational.. can really see the passion in pastor to realy want to grow the zone.

after that we prayed together.. wow.. the presence of God is strong.. it really felt different when all the leaders gathered together and pray.. within minutes and we have step into the presence of God. i simply love this..

during worshipping, felt that the Lord speaking to me for quite a number of things... i was so blessed.. i felt that the Lord telling me that He knows my weakness, He knows my anxieties, He understand how i felt when i went through valley experiences. i felt that He's telling me that whatever questions i have for the future, whatever doubts and fear i have, leave it unto Him.. i need to learn how to trust in Him more.. i didn't trust God enough..

Felt that He's telling me that He has already planned everything for me. all i need to do is to continue to trust in Him, in His provision. Let go and let God. all the questions that i have just need time to reveal everything to me... God is beautiful in His time. He's never early nor late.. He'll always be on time.. i just need to wait for the correct timing to come..

Let go and let God..

after hearing that.. i felt relief.. felt that all my burdens are lifted up..been thinking of many things these past few days.. i have not been myself for these few days.. but i'm back to normal now.. by the grace of God.. i'm so happy..

really blessed today..

towards the end.. we need to do some admin work.. and shar wanna feedback on the cg evaluation she made two weeks ago.

she talked about quite a number of things..it's really edifying.. learnt alot from her.. really want to train myself to be able to speak better. this issue has been one of the main problem i faced.. i want to overcome this..

she talked about when we move in the spirit.. like prophesy and stuff.. what we should do and what we shouldn't do.. and she pointed out a few areas that we need to watch out for.. really learnt alot from her..

i really had a great day today.. i know that when i go to sleep today.. i'll be found guiltless.. hee.. i am going to learn to trust God more..

&lovin' Bb at 1:23 AM♥

nonsense.