First Pay
Saturday, July 15, 2006
woah.. friday i finally received my first pay... HooRAY!! haha.. on thursday night i meet pui they all and have very short dance session.. after that we make our way back home.. i saw e clock.. it's 10 mins to 12.. so i decided to go to the ATM and check.. at first i thought that i will only see small figures.. (it's been like that for quite some time .. so got real used to it.. )
and i wasn't really expecting any other amount except those small figures..
then i just key in pass word as usual.. and i was really shocked.. the first expression is shocked.. SHOCKED!! and thank God it's at night.. not much people.. i stood there in front of the ATM.. real shocked!!
haha.. my mind became blank all of the sudden.. really blank.. after that i took out my card and make my way back home.. i told pui man i really shocked.. never seen so much in my bank account. i couldn't believe my eyes.. really.. then after that.. felt really wanna cry.. cause you work one whole month.. then the pay came in.. felt so touched.. really felt very happy.. but i didn't cry in e end..
after that.. felt very happy.. cause all these while been lack of money.. and now at least got money to last me through another month. really thank God for this job.. haha..
but overall.. i'm really feeling everything.. the feelings are so mixed up.. don't know how to describe it.. but one thing that i'm sure.. that i really felt so blessed that i receive this first pay.. although this amount is not alot to most of the working adults.. but to me.. it's really something special.. so i decided to write down how i felt..
maybe i over-reacted about it.. but i really felt so happy.. cause now the pay come in.. no need to live in lack.. but really must learn to budget.. haha.. don't want to wait till the end of the month then no money again.. wanna save up to SOT!!
heee..first pay is really something that everyone should look forward to.. cause it's really very memorable.. for me.. that time at the ATM and walking back home was really very emotional sia.. now i still can't believe that i have already gotten my pay..
but the amount very funny lei.. i not sure how much they put in.. but they definately gave me more than one month.. wah.. like that how to pay tithe sia.. haha.. never gave so much for tithe...
God.. really thank you that you always guide me.. from the starting.. i only could afford few cents as tithe.. after that i grown to a person that pay a few dollars as tithe.. now i start to pay an amount of tithe that is really the next level.. thank You Lord.. You are really my provider.. looking back.. You have really shown me alot... You have thought me that as long as i'm with You.. i will never live in lack. You will provide for me..
tomorrow i'm going to give the biggest tithe until now.. really thank God.. remember when i was younger.. i don't even have this amount to give you.. now i'm paying tithe.. wow.. i wonder how much more you can bring me to.. i believe You will continue to bless my life.. so that i can bless others too..
one day.. i gonna have a biz.. i believe that God will prosper this biz..
&lovin' Bb at 12:10 AM♥
Name: Manman<3
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