Jesus.. Lover of my soul..
Monday, July 31, 2006
Dear God, take all of me Lord. I really wanna do things Your way. I wanna be someone that You want me to be. although i doesn't have much with me, but i know when i place this little things in Your hands, You will multiply it.
Jesus, thank You for dying for my sins, my weaknesses, my defeats, my sicknesses, my shame, my guilt.. thank You..
everytime when i think about the cross, i will always have a picture of me standing there at the scene that day. standing there in awe; what a wonderful Savior! on the cross, You took my dirty, sinful clothing away and wrapped over Yourself. You are made sin because of me. How merciful You are!
You are God, and You are willing to die for Your creation.. Thank You for loving us so much.. so much that i couldn't comprehend. so much that i can't imagine how You will feel if i hurt You again and again..
thank You.. for taking over my place.. thank You for paying the penalty for me..
You took my dirty clothing away. in return, You clothe me with Your pure white, flawless white robe. What an amazing grace..
looking at the white robe.. my heart melted.. what can i say? Jesus.. You are made sin.. just for me.. because of You, i could have a chance to wear on this white robe.. i'm made pure.. because of You..
what a great exchange! what a wonderful exchange..
Lord.. You are so kind to me.. You are so powerful.. so mighty.. You can have an option to destroy all mankind and re-create another.. but You choose to send Your only Son to die for us.. Your love is so great! You love us so much that even Jesus forever took the nature of a man.. He is God-man Jesus..
Are we so precious to You? i really don't understand.. we hurt Your heart so many many times.. and You said that Your grace is sufficient.. we leave and rebel against You so many many times.. and You said that You are like our shepherd.. and You will lead the lost sheep back to their home...
i really can't understand.. many many times i don't understand why You want to do things the way it turn out to be.. and You tell me that Your ways are higher than our ways.. and after a long time.. i slowly learnt to understand why You want to do things the way it turn out to be.. how great is Your wisdom!
Lord.. how great You are! thank You so much... so much...i can't do anything to repay You back.. it's simply too much.. no way i can repay You back.. couldn't even meet up with 1% of what You have given me..
Your grace, Your wisdom, Your strength, You love, Your health, Your everything.. in exchange of my weaknesses, my shame, my guilt, my sin, my sicknesses, my defeats, everything that is rotting from the inside of me..
thank You Jesus.. Love You all the days of my life.
&lovin' Bb at 1:15 AM♥
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