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Thursday, July 27, 2006

yesterday was really a very very bad day for me..

last few days has been really stressful for me at work. cause i have no prior experience to call centre... need longer time to train myself up.. always have a feeling that my manager don't really like me.. oh well..

yesterday i made a terrible mistake.. the customer got really upset.. infact the mistake was done on monday.. only yesterday customer called to chase then we realised that i made a mistake.. and the customer is really really angry.. and they demanded an email to explain to them what really happened.. i was feeling really really low la..

really don't know what to do.. is like you made this mistake yourself.. can't blame at other people... and when this mistake is there.. i really don't know what is the best way to solve it..

felt lost, angry, disappointed, sad, etc etc..

but one thing for sure.. i don't like it to be this way.. and my manager stayed back to settle the thing for me..

of course after that she got talk to me la..

wah.. really wanna break down at that time sia.. really wanna talk to someone at that time.. really feel like taking up a phone and tell someone about how i really felt.. really feel like letting all the stress out at one go.. but i still hang on...

before i left the office.. went to the toilet and de-stress a little.. really cannot take it le..

really felt like what am i going to do for the rest of the year? am i fit for this job?

thoughts of quitting came to my mind.. but i told myself that i can't quit.. as running away is not a way to solve problem.. i really need to learn to overcome this.. so many people been thru this.. i can do it also..

but.. will i be able to do it?

i'm really stress out.. really very very stress out.. ARGH!!

that time i really almost broke down.. but i don't wanna cry.. cause later my colleague see paiseh.. haha..

anyway.. i went for dance class after work.. went WKM.. totally cannot catch e steps.. sadness.. mayb one month didn't dance le ba.. i really couldn't get e accent and timing..

but i really manage to forget for a while what happened in office.. haha.. really managed to destress.. haha..

today i performed slightly better.. i'm so happy.. haha..

and today casandra is so nice.. so bought me chocolate.. haha.. so sweet of her.. really want to thank God for such a nice colleague like her.. haha.. love it man! she always makes my day.. but now she need to go for the earlier lunch.. i can't go lunch with her .. so sad..

anyway.. i believe (by faith) that i can do it.. haha.. this job will become smaller and smaller each day.. haha..

&lovin' Bb at 11:17 PM♥

nonsense.