blessed by marriage seminar..
Sunday, September 17, 2006
today pastor kong shared with us about communication, how to deal with conflicts, how to fight fair.. as i listen to the sermon, there are many things that i am not supposed to do and i done it many many times...
'you are always like this.. you will never be like that.. ... ' i have said that and i have people who tell me this many many times.. haha..
really want to make an effort to change this area of my life..
hmmm.. i feel the best part of the whole sermon is when sister sandy read out the love letter.. a love letter that include all the various feelings that you will be facing.. some of the emotions are like fear, anger, and love..
as sister sandy read through the letter.. i start to look into my life.. if i were to write a love letter to myself, i will write similar things.. sometimes.. really angry and disappointed at myself, cause i couldn't perform what i expected to be.. many times i want to do the things that is in my mind.. but before i want to start doing it.. i gave up.. i didn't make an effort to really get things done..
hmmm.. i'm really blessed by that part of the sermon.. it's really very ministering..
past few weeks.. pastor been dealing on the emotional part.. every session i was really ministered.. sometimes.. i think i really need this.. to keep my emotion back on track again.. and i was really blessed by all the different sessions.. and i know that i was healed of many bad emotions that i used to have.. i believe my emotions will get healthier..
on the way to complete healing.. really want to have a breakthrough in this area.. cause i don't wanna let my emotion lead me to places.. really want to live a life that has a healthy emotion.. haha.. i believe that i can do it..
&lovin' Bb at 12:35 AM♥