Stepping Into Another Phase in Life.. phew.. scary
Saturday, June 16, 2007
I tendered my resignation at the beginning of this month. I will be leaving Xerox after 1st week of July. This past one year has been a challenge to me, many times can’t cope with the workload and it’s really terrible experience. But as time goes by, realized that my capacity has increased over the months and now I have not much problem coping. But I think I need to move on. Although this place can provide me with a stable job, sort of like an iron rice bowl, but I feel that it’s time for me to go and do things that I like to do.
Some part in my heart also doesn’t want to leave, cause already developed the friendship with my colleagues. It’s really fun working with them. Sometimes really talked crap with them. Always like to disturb people like Joey and Jasmine. This week Jasmine not around, I disturb Joey said that why she so lonely this two weeks, so poor thing. Hee.. Casandra not around this week, but I still have Serene beside me. She is really a very nice lady, can talk a lot of things with her. She’s someone that I feel trusted to share secrets with. Sometimes told her about some personal issues in life, she will give me advises that is from her heart. Thank God for her.
Everyone is this office is really good, worked together as a team. But still don’t really like the manager, hee… sorry ar.. Still have bad feelings about her.. Still find her very fake in treating people in work.. not only I felt this way, the whole department don’t really like to care much about her, will try to stay as far away from trouble as possible.
Have no idea what kind of work I want to take after this one ended. Talked to Dad about this on Wednesday night. Thank God to have an opportunity to have a long chat with him. He said need to know what kind of work that I like to do then work towards it. I also feel that no point getting any job that I couldn’t see myself working there long term. If I keep on working for a job that only able to fulfill short-term needs, then I will end up couldn’t have a career in life when I grow older.
But still don’t know what kind of work I want to do. God, may you guide my paths. Direct me to the correct job that you want me to go.. :D
&lovin' Bb at 10:17 AM♥