Revelation during overnight Prayer Meeting
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Went for prayer meeting last Friday. Although went back home at 2am, I’m very blessed by the session. During the worship, had a vision.
First, I saw myself feeling trapped. I was hitting the air. I was not being bound, just hitting the air. Feeling of being trapped was terrible. I remembered I was screaming in that vision. Next, I saw a living room, a baby was learning how to walk, the baby cannot balance himself and keep falling back and sit on the floor. I saw a big, male hand was nearby the child, always ready to grab hold of the child if the child is going to get himself hurt.
Felt the vision means something about my life. Firstly, I saw myself trapping. There is no one binding me. I'm trapping all by myself. Maybe I felt that recently or in near future, many things are going to be difficult. Sometimes it might even feel that it’s going to suffocate you on the inside. Felt that it is going to be something that is within me, that is why I'm trapping all by myself and I didn't see any strings or other stuffs that bind me down. Seems like there’s no breakthrough in the things to come. Future is bleak and have no idea what is going to happen in the future. Next I saw the baby learning to walk. Felt that God is encouraging me with that scene. I’m just like that baby, trying to learn how to walk. To the baby, learning how to walk is the most difficult thing that he has ever done in his life. Many times the baby would fail. But he got no choice but to keep trying. Although the baby don’t understand the benefits of learning how to walk, and not sure what other things he’s going to learn in future, the baby just have to keep training.
The baby’s father was very near the baby. The father always kept a close eye on the baby and he knows how to catch the baby if he falls. To the baby, learning how to walk was everything. But to the father, he saw beyond walking, he is able to see much further. The father can visualize the baby grow up to be a strong and lively kid, goes to kindergarden, primary school, learn more knowledge, get to know new friends, etc. The father has already made many plans, started planning to save for the baby’s university course fees, what course he could take, the baby getting married and have kids, etc.
To the father, learning how to walk is just a very minor segment in the baby’s life. When the baby grews up and look back, the baby won’t remember how much he has ‘suffered’ from learning how to walk. As the difficulty is too insignificant…
I’m just like that baby. To me, things that’s happening around me now seems so huge, seems like it’s going to eat me up soon. I was so focus on the difficulty and I couldn’t see what’s going to happen in future. The trouble before my eyes now is everything. But to God, He’s just like the Father. He saw beyond this. He saw all the good things that are going to happen in the future. He can visualize all the various victories that I’m going to have. He has also started planning for my future, started to lay foundation and to prepare me for what is to come.
To God, this stage now is only the starting part; He knows that the so called big trouble now will be so insignificant in future that I might even forget about it.
Although it seems to be insignificant, but God knows that it’s essential for me to move further. God could see the benefits that will come along with it once I experience breakthroughs in those areas.
After understanding these, I felt much better. Thank God for it.
&lovin' Bb at 12:27 AM♥
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